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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
A Trip To Bugis
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today,
school started and ended early.
we only have bio practical.

after that me, Jannah and Raidah headed for Bugis.
once we reached, we thought of eating first.
but once we reach, the coffee shop, we decided to eat at 12 pm cos we wanted to sit upstairs. lol!

we ate at this coffee shop opposite Bugis Junction.
Jannah and Raidah ate wanton noodle.
I ate fishball chicken minced noodle.
very nice!
then while eating, we saw Yatassha, Rabiah and Ashraf.
and we bumped into them again when we're at Bugis Village and Bugis Junction. haha!

the clothes at Bugis are nice that I was so tempted to buy. haha!
and just now was so called my first time drinking at Starbucks.
I don't know what I drink.
but it's very nice. haha!

SBL (simulated-based learning) was fun!
me, Sherman, Ivy and Shidah volunteered ourselves to do it.
me, Sherman and Ivy were the nurses and Shidah was the sister.
we're given this situation where by the patient is having a fever, cough, breathlessness, etc.
and we must react to the mannequen (I don't know it's spelled. haha!).
it's a great experience although I was a bit blur. haha!

yesterday's session was okay.
I was quite hype in the beginning.
but I hypeness disappeared all of a sudden.
I must really train hard mann!
no point saying it, but I must implement it.
and furthermore, Floorskillz Inter-School is coming.
most probably I'll be joining.
woooohoooo!
and I have a new cap!
Jaydn got it for us.
it's blue in colour and it's quite difficult to match with some of my clothes.

guess what,
I've finished reading one of my library books. haha!
it took me weeks to finish it.
the title is A Love Story.
it's a gooood story.
one thing I've learned is that,
'LOVE IS NOT ABOUT SAYING THAT YOU'RE SORRY.'
since when I became so sentimental? haha!

and finally,
the question is why?
do you know why?
I also don't know why.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!


9:46 PM
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Monday, January 28, 2008
untitled.
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today, I came to school with a lethargic look on my face.
and I'm almost late.
I have no idea why I came to school on time when I woke up so early. hehhs.
anyways, we only have 2 lessons today, nursing lab and bio lecture.
today's nursing lab was interesting.
we did CPR and choking.
as for bio, it's just like usual lecture we had.

tomorrow will be my last presentation for the semester.
the more stressful part is that I'm gonna do the stimulated-based learning.
the scenario is so complicated.
I need to refresh my memory again.
and my semestral exams is in less than 2 weeks time.
OMG!

I feel that I'm dressing up a bit different than usual nowadays when I go to school.
usually, I'll wear my cap because I think that my hair sucks. haha!
but now I think I look better without my cap but it's a bit messy at times especially when it's thick.
I'm also being more particular about what I wear to school.


4:49 PM
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
DS' trip to a church
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today, the crew went to Payar Lebar Methodist Church.
to watch Herman's dance performance.
before the performance, there're worships and prayers.
so we have to respect them.
but anyways, their dance performance was nice.
the music played also nice.
but I can't sing it as it's a worship song.

after that, me, Iz, Shasi and Jaydn went to Hougang Mall.
we ate at LJS.
we talked lots of crap and stuffs.

we then headed for the void deck opposite Hougang Mall.
we break for about 1 hour.
the feeling wasn't as great as breaking at Bakau.
as usual, every session, I'll battle Jaydn to challenge ourselves.
and Jaydn left after awhile.
when I was tired, I sat down and retie my fatlace.
Shasi and Iz laughed at me cos I retie my fatlace the same way when I wanna tie like Iz's shoe. LOL!
and the laughter continues. haha!

after that, we went to McDonald's to chill.
then Iz mentioned about my potential late-coming as I'm always late for session.
so I bought them McFlurry.
and the laughter continues.

I really don't know which part of me is funny. hehhs.
but I like to make people happy.
(:


8:50 PM
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
random post (:
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drama session was fun.
basically, today's session is about characterization and voice projection.
I like the warm-up games especially the 'whatcha doing?' game.
characterization games were quite tough especially the freeze game.
I got no idea what to do but in the end I acted like a gay. lol!
as for my voice projection, my voice is still soft.
I really need to work on it.

yesterday, school ends early.
so I went for Friday prayers after weeks of absence from the mosque. lol!
and luckily, Raidah and Jannah were models for the health assessment.
if not, they'll be waiting for me like mad because we planned to eat NASI AYAM PENYET as Raidah is desperate to eat it. haha!

after prayers, I headed for Orchard.
I reached quite early.
so I went into Topman.
the clothes there are nice.
I was even attracted to the sweater.
in the first place, I was asking myself whether I should buy the sweater or not.
so I decided to wait for Raidah's and Jannah's presence to ask for their opinion.
but I bought it in the end.
actually, I'm afraid to spend.
but I told myself that while saving money, there's no harm spending on things which I want because we need to live life and enjoy life to the fullest (but I won't forget about my religion. haha!)
wait, is there any link between saving money and enjoying life? haha!
and Jannah, thanks for not saying that I'm kental, for the first time although I agree that I'm kental at times.
you know what I mean? haha!

but anyways,
we ate at Lucky Plaza.
the nasi ayam penyet is nice.
but the sambal is so spicy that I finished up my drink even before finishing up my food. lol!

after eating,
Jannah and Raidah went to buy chocolate buscuits at Mark & Spencer.

after that,
we went to Kokikuniya (is that the right spelling? haha.)
Jannah bought some books with her 20 dollar voucher.
while waiting, I browsed through some books from Nicholas Sparks.
by the way, his books are gooood.
that's what I feel because I have just started thanks to Raidah, Jannah and Nurul.
but I took a long time to finish up a book.
and Rai and Jannah will be asking, "have you finished reading your book?" haha!

I then headed for Clarke Quay as we're gonna jam at Fourtones.
Jannah and Rai went somewhere else.
but I reached too early.
so I chill, listen to my mp3 and read my book for 45 minutes.
luckily I brought something to do.
if not, I'll be bored to death. lol!

yesterday's jamming session was okay.
but everyone screwed up. lol!
for 'Hell O', I played too fast. haha!
I like the sound of the drums I played yesterday.
but I have a minor swollen on my right leg because the paddle bounced back whenever I hit and I must try my best to avoid that bloody paddle from hitting my leg.

Inter-School Floorskillz will be held on 150308.
and now, I gotta find people.
I've considered some people already.
one of them is my bro.

k la.
got to go.
I'm gonna be late for session.
CHIOWS!


4:48 PM
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Friday, January 25, 2008
DS, UNF, STAGEARTS (DRAMA)
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if you think I'm no good, you should've just say it straight to my face.
I'll not give a F*** about it.
I play the drums because I love playing it and I'm trying to build up my skills.
if you think it's easy playing the drums, go and play.
play for me one full song with constant tempo.
you might think that it's easy, but it's not as easy as you think.
I thought you did that because I'm always busy.
if you said I'm always busy, I will agree with you because I am always busy with lots of stuffs.
but I was "surprised" that you said that behind my back.
I don't know whether it's just a sarcasm
but thank God you didn't choose me to play in your band.
but anyways, I'm more than happy to be the drummer of the Unnamed Fallen.

DS aka Bakau Rockers is the crew I'm in for the past few years.
it's all started with Iz who got to know that my bro was a also a bboy that time.
then he told me that it would be good if I learn bboying just like my bro did.
the crew started with only a few of us, Iz, Shasi, Wan, Joel, Fazly, Haikal and we welcome those who're interested in.
so during the sec 4 years, I'll go to the school hall during recess and sometimes after school, we'll go to the hall at Wan's block to break.
apart from that hall, Bakau is the place we've been breaking until now.
after the sec 4 Express students graduated, the crew really divide.
and after the division, I didn't remember how we got back together.
some of them stopped for a while and some not breaking anymore.
but along the way, me & Iz have breaked with quite a lot of people.
we even join SMC.
but then, we left.
and we even break at Compass Point with Little Empire, if I'm not mistaken.
there's where we got to know Jaydn and Joel.
and problems keep coming.
there're many occasions which have happened such as performances, battles and competitions.
I didn't remember some of it.
and now, DS is doing well.
DS, KEEP ROCKING BAKAU HARD!

I got no idea why I join StageArts Drama.
when I came for the Club Crawl, I saw lots of interesting CCA.
I saw soccer, Foreign Bodies, floorball, etc.
but Foreign Bodies and StageArts Drama attract my attention.
so I told myself, if I got into Foreign Bodies, I don't know if I would like to join Drama.
but in the end, I wasn't chosen for Foreign Bodies.
but I was chosen for Drama.
honestly speaking, I was quite hesitant to come after a few sessions.
I don't know why.
but as days past, I feel that Drama have built up my confidence.
and I've found a reason for joining Drama.
my reason is to learn new things, improve myself and build my confidence.
and I've really learn new things, improve myself and build my confidence through all the sessions and plays I've acted.


8:45 AM
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annoying lappy..
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Nurul is sad again.
she's never ending sad.
but in school, she's very HYPERACTIVE. lol!

today only got CFC tutorial and bio lecture and tutorial.
but we have 3 hours of break.

so we ate at North Canteen first.
after eating, I wanna on my lappy.
but I was unable to on it.
I took out my battery cos it's darn warm.
but it's okay when I charge.
I got no idea why the battery is low when I charged for quite long the day before.
after that problem was solved, I got another problem.
I must reconfigure again.
and I can't even configure it.
I wanna ask the IT person to configure for me.
but it's still early.
I don't know what's the f-ing matter with it.
but I was able to configure for some of my friends.
very strange.

we then headed for library.
me and Nurul watched a VCD which Shidah borrowed to me.
it's a Thai movie.
the show is scary and funny.
I'll give 2 thumbs up for it.
while watching the movie, Nurul made lots of noise that the person behind us was looking at us. lol!

today's session was okay.
but I was a bit slack than usual.
but I try to get my coindrop.
I did a few attempts.
when I got it, I'll lose it again.
I seriously can't slack.
the more I slack, the more lazier I become. haha!


1:34 AM
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
harlorrhhhh!
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RAI

NURUL&amp;ME&amp;RAI

I'm at North Canteen now, with the 3Hs.
I'm having 2 hours of break right now.
I'm having meeting at 12 pm and lecture starts at 1 pm.
Nurul is beside me, venting her anger like nobody's business.
Nurul, you can punch me as much as you want as long as you're happy. LOL!
Jannah is too engross with her PSP.
Raidah is listening to her mp3 while watching Jannah playing her PSP.

RAI: Eeeehh harlorrhhhh you two can stop punching not?!?!?!?!?!?! And oii can you zul please dont copy my harlorh????
ZUL: why cannot?
NURUL: immm saaaadddd ):
RAI: CANNOOOTT MEANS CANNOT ok can? and nurul why sad? tak puas grope ppl's ass eh?
ZUL: she's just tooooooo horny!
NURUL: im saaad.. BEACUZ OF HYM.. bt i want to touch your ass can? plisssss.. -.-
RAI: HAHAHA! whose ass? zul's? boleh jerr! zul suke. eh nurul not only you can touch his ass, but along with his scrotum, goned and testis and vas deferus etc. later zul mesti wanking wanking.
(zul in silence luk. tengah steam..)
NURUL: eeeewwww... touch his butt? iF smoochy or bouncy nvmd larr. I DONT WANT. i want yours. yours. RAIDAaaa. more bouncyy. if zul one not nice. more betta i take ATEH one. Lol. HAHAHhaaha.
RAI: eeehh harlorrrhh dont know how to spell my name properly is it?? ahaha! zul go toilet pasal dia sad kau ckp ateh nye lagi bettr. AIYOOO
NURUL: im telling the truth and more straight forward. hahaHa! he got no butt.
RAI: WHAHAHAHHAA!! i never say aniting hor. (^_^)
ZUL: ............................



11:18 AM
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Bishan..
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just now after school, me, Raidah and Jannah went to Bishan National Library.
but before that, we went to Pizza Hut.
I think, that was my first time eating at local Pizza Hut.
the last time I went to Pizza Hut was when I was in Malaysia when I was still a young kid. lol!
I ordered something baked rice.
I not sure of the food's name. lol!
we then walk walk a bit and headed for the library.
Jannah recommended me to read Love Story by Erich Segal.
very interesting book.

after Raidah and Jannah left I thought of heading for home.
but in the end, I walk walk by myself.
I even bought a Hush Puppies 3/4 pants.
in the first place, I thought of buying a Converse shoe.
but I don't think there's a need to buy now.
it takes me quite a long time to choose the item I wanna buy. lol!

I got a D+ for my bio practical.
to me, it's an okay grade.
but at least I passed. hehhs.

I'm so worried for my simulated-based learning (SBL).
for nursing lab assessment, I did okay only.
and now I must apply some of the topic to the SBL.
but the advantage is that I'll not need to do it next time around.


8:44 PM
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
break-athon!
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just now was really my break-athon.
me and Iz break from 3 plus in the noon.
we also took some pics.

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at around 6 pm, we thought of leaving.
but we went to Rivervale Mall first because I wanna check out something.
then Wan called if we still having session.
since he wants to have session, we came back to Bakau to break untill around 10 pm.
and cypher was awesome although we're quite lethargic.


11:34 PM
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drama, gig and session..
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drama session was nice!
we did element of blocking and creativity.
I've always been having difficulty in creativity.
but I really enjoy the walking game and the relaxation game.
anyways, audition for roles for annual production will be held in around March.
I don't know if I could get the main role.
if I get the main role I'll be amazed with myself.
if not, I don't mind getting minor roles.
do TMT stuffs also can.

Deafcon 9 was awesome!
but the sad thing is that yesterday was the last time Richard will be playing with VL because of some stuffs.
VL really rawked the stage mann.
and they've always been awesome on stage.
they've also been a great help to my band too.
talking about my band, my band name is UNNAMED FALLEN (UNM).
we'll now just remain as 3 piece if I'm not mistaken.
and actually, I feel a bit awkward because I jam and break.
but nahh, what's important is that I enjoy what I'm doing.

session have always been great!
but guys, I'm really sorry if I always come late for session. hehhs.
we have a 3-on-3 friendly battle.
they're trying to make me angry because in a battle, you must have ATTITUDE!
but it's difficult to see me angry when it comes to this kind of thing.
even during the R Present 2-on-2 battle held at RP last year, I didn't show attitude. hehhs.
anyways, I hope there'll be FloorSkillz Inter-School Bboying Competition this year.
if there is, I would like to join but I have no idea who to choose. LOL!
but I think I have some people in mind.

whatever you do, put your MIND, BODY & SOUL into it.


9:26 AM
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
relieved..
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the time according to my watch is 8 am.
people must be wondering why I'm updating my blog early in the morning. haha!

I'm more relieved right now because I passed my health assessment.
I got the topic which I didn't really study, HEENT.
I got a moderate pass. YAY!
I really have no idea why, for the clinical lab assessment & health assessment, I picked the topic and scenario which I don't wanna choose. haha!
but anyways, right now, I must be physically and psychologically prepared for my last presentation, semestral exams and clinical posting. haha!

after that health assessment,
I accompanied Raidah to City Hall.
she wanted to get a birthday present for her friend.
the present she's giving to her friend is nice.
I also thought of buying a jeans for myself at Peninsular Plaza.
but there's no size for the pants I wanted. LOL!
after that, we had our so called lunch.

yesterday's jamming session was cooool!
we played of our originals and cover of a few songs.
but we really concentrate more on our originals.
credits to Faz for the lyrics for one of our originals, 'HELL O'.
for the originals, most of the drumbeat I made was so called a random one.
thanks to my TYCO-NESS! hehhs.
once in a while tyco nevermind, but don't always. LOL!

last Wednesday,
I got a call from one of the lecturer who asked me if I would like to come along for a trip to Cambodia to do some community stuffs.
I'm so called interested in going.
but they only choose a few people only, I think.
so I wasn't chosen.
but it's okay.
I can spend more time with my friends, right Nurul? haha!
then furthermore, orientation is coming.
I'm so excited! haha!

Thursday's session was great!
we cyphered for 1 hour. haha!
and for now, I need to sharpen my moves and learn a few new stuffs to make my sets doper.
but anyways, everyone is improving.
that's goood!
at the end of that session, we took some photos.

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GO GO DS RANGERS!

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DS emoing. lol!

PEACE!


8:02 AM
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
relieved for 1 day..
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bio practical test is over!
the practical wasn't that difficult.
i didn't really study much actually.
but i'm so called relieved for a day because my health assessment is this Friday.
DARN!

after the test, went to North Canteen to eat.
surprisingly, the food i bought was only 1 buck.
LOL!
i don't know i'm so budget this few days.
haha!

after the break was psychology tutorial.
Eunice's group turn to present.
they did the topic on 'attachment & social relationships'.
very interesting topic.

after that was break.
the 3Hs and i went to the library.
we browsed through the books to wait for the time to past.

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we then have a briefing regarding the clinical posting to the polyclinic.
followed by HS1089 lecture.

yesterday was quite an interesting day.
i can't believe that i skipped HS1088 lecture.
LOL!

anyways,
psychology lecture was fun!
we did about 'death & dying'.
so Mr Andy wanted us to write down what will you do :
(below the questions are my answers)
1) if you have only 3 months to live?
- spend more precious time with my love ones.
- do more good deeds.
- ask for forgiveness to those i've done wrong.
- confess to the one i love.
- explore/travel the world.
2) if you have only 3 weeks to live?
- spend more precious time with my love ones.
- do more good deeds.
- ask for forgiveness to those i've done wrong.
- confess to the one i love.
- explore/travel the world.
3) who will you miss the most?
- family.
- girlfriend (if have).
- friends.
- cat.
i was even asked to say out what i write.
i really don't wanna say what i wrote but i can already feel that Mr Andy will confirm choose me. haha!

after lesson ended, on our way to the bus stop, the sky was very cloudy.
which means it's gonna rain.
at the bus stop, the rain was very, very, very heavy like a tsunami.
check out what she drew on her blog. haha!

yesterday's session was okay.
we played 6-to-smoke.
my sets were very sloppy and i crashed quite a lot.
i really need to train harder mann!

that's all folks!
peace!


5:42 PM
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Monday, January 14, 2008
untitled!
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today,
school as usual.
nothing much happened.
but i was a bit late from usual.
and the bus was darn pack.
i got no idea why was the bus packed compare to other normal days.

anyways,
first lesson was nursing lab.
we did infant bathing.
then i was told to demonstrate to the class.
i was shivering during the demonstration.
LOL!
but at least i have a rough idea how to do it although i'm not going to the infant's ward.
after that was bio lecture and followed by a break.
during the break,
Nurul & Raidah finished up their orientation shirt's design.
after the break was Mandarin elective.
we only have presentation for that period and we're released.
so me, Nurul & Raidah went to see Mr Syed regarding the design.
for the design, we did it on a paper when we're supposed to do it on computer.
so we have no choice but to get help from Syafiq.
hopefully, their hardwork will not go down the drain.
INSYAALLAH!

yesterday's jamming session was great although it's a 3 piece.
we played 'Broken Dream', Prosthetic Heart', 'Dammit', 'Seven Nation Army' and 'Don't Drag Me Down'.
drumming is fun!
YEAH!

after jamming,
we went to KFC.
after that,
i got no idea whether to go to Bishan National Library to study or Bakau to break.
but in the end, i decided to study at home instead.

k la.
that's all for now.
peace, no war! (:


6:41 PM
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Happy Ending - Mika
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MIKA
"Happy Ending"

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love

I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.


6:33 PM
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
NYP Open House!
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NYP open house is over!
3 days past so fast.
i miss those fun i've had for the past 3 days.
the performances were GREAT!
i like the Foreign Bodies' dance performance especially the locking part.
it's so dope that i feel like learning it.
i also miss seeing people coming to the open house.

as for my drama performance,
yesterday's was the best compared to the first 2 days.
on that Friday, we didn't gave much energy and the seniors were disappointed with us.
but after they guided us, we listened to what they said, and i hope we did our best.
a few people said i've improved in my acting although sometimes i feel like it's the same.
but honestly, drama have helped me to build up my self-confidence and self-esteem.

after everything's over,
Shankar treated us McFlurry.
in the first place, we just asked for ice cream cone.
but there wasn't anymore ice cream cone.
LOL!
it's so nice of him to treat us.

after that, i rushed for session.
i brought my bro along.
i was too tired that i got angry with myself.
furthermore, i'm still having muscle cramps thanks to the push-up record thingy.
LOL!
anyways, like Iz said, i need to learn more moves.
more floorrocks and roll backs.
yeah!

next week is gonna be stressful for me.
i need to present my HS 1089 article on infection control but i haven't even find a single information.
then i'm having bio practical and health assessment.
WTF!

okay la.
back to serious business.
chiows!


8:53 AM
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Friday, January 11, 2008
everyday is a new day.
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yesterday's drama performance for my school's open house was okay.
i'm glad that Raidah, Jannah & Nurul watched my performance.
Jannah said that it's funny because i didn't scratch my nose like i use to when i step fierce. LOL!
but anyways, i got to perform 4 more times.
today twice & tomorrow twice.

after my performance, i smsed them to thank them for waiting and watching.
but Raidah was unhappy that Nurul got the sms first. LOL!
anyways, they've been a great buddies of mine.

after that, i went for session.
the cypher was dope.
because i so called battled Jaydn.
all my sets are very random and i don't have any sets.
but i like my last set.
although i don't know what i'm doing. LOL!
anyways, Ms Sarah gave us Ferero Roche and a movie ticket for those who performed on 30th Dec last year.
the movie ticket will be reserved for the movie, Iron Man.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

when we're packing our stuffs, we saw a girl walking.
then Shasi shouted, "Stella!"
but we didn't even know the girl.
the girl then approached us.
Jaydn then asked the girl whether she knows him.
i was like WTH!
then Jaydn told her to add him on Friendster.
and the girl really gave him her e-mail.
and you know what?
her name is reall Stella.
i got no idea what power Shasi is using. LOL!

lastly,
i hope i can live my life as per normal.
let past be the past.
and everyday is a new day.
(:

k la.
that's all for now.
now, i must rush for drama.
i must report at 9 am.
and i haven't even take a bath.
LOL!


7:26 AM
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Just A Friend - Too Phat
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Just A Friend
TOO PHAT

have you ever met a girl that you thought was perfect
you waited for her years 'cause you know she's worth it
here's a lil' story bout this gurl I knew
since wayback in pre-school sometime in '82
she had 'em two pony tails and a front tooth missin'
wit' freckles on her cheeks cause her mom's a caucasian
up on a tree house is where we chilled together
with carvings on the trunk saying friends forever
she the type who laugh when the normally cried
and when they busy playing house we playin' bonnie and clyde
in grade school everybody knew we partners in crime
we usta bully kids in playgrounds like all the time
we always seen holdin' hands to the principal's office
the naughtiest in town and could no other kid stop us
in highskool she switched her desk next to mine
so we could cheat while doing pop quizes all the time
14th of February '93
little Jenny said she had a big suprise for me
gave me the very kiss and plus a ring and a card
and said I love you, so I gave her the rest of my heart
a coupla weeks later called her house at 10
the mama said I thought you suppose to be with Jen
I quickly rushed to the crib, she just got out of a van
I'm like yo who was that? oh he's just a friend.....

you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend
you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend

so I took Jenny's word for it at this time
I thought just having a friend it couldnt be no crime
'cause even I have friends and babys that for sho
just like Watson, Hailee, Baby Tash and Joe
so we never talked about that late snack with van man
we rather talk about the future we have planned and
what to name our kids, al-Tarique or Shaymar?
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/QxvQ ]
Ayesha, or Tisha for a gurl and maybe even bring our
kids to that little tree house that we chilled at
but then in '94 I couldnt help it but feel sad
Jenny had to leave me to go get a little knowledge
100 miles away in this place they call college
first coupla months it was cool but then it changed yo
she never called and really acted like a strange ho
one day I called it was picked up by a man
I called again, she picked it up and said hey that's just a friend

You know, I know what you been up to
I know you know what you been up to

this guy in her study group's the one who picked up the call
helpin' her in chemistry wit cyclohexanol
I got curious and asked her who else in ya team?
she said Ali, Hassan, Noreen and Kareem
the next week I thought of givin' her a little suprise
but when in front of Jenny's dorm I cound't believe my eyes
I say the same ugly van I saw in '93
I found her room but guess what a brother had to see?
a fella half naked with my gurl on the couch
and baby Jenny moaning, uggg uggh aggh and ouch
so please listen to the message that I sing
don't ever talk to a gurl who says she just has a friend

you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend
you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend

a lil' casanova pimp, man I had my flings
hoodrats to goodie hoodies I was lil' playa king
I'll tell ya when, my final year in '96
this hunny new in skool joined my class she really sick
she made her pinafore look like a dress from Rodeo,
and clean white shoes lookin' Ferra than Gamo's,
and white blouse seemed whiter than everybody else's
just like them ads on tv man this hunny was the nicest
I had to step up my game and I told her my name
she said her name was Wanda I found out
that we lived on the same street she moved in 5 blocks down
and after 3 dates and 6 banana splits I had it locked down
we was tight but had this lil's problem though
'cos Wanda always acted funny when wit' Mary Joe
but when I caught'em kissin it wasnt funny no more
baby smiled and just said she's just a friend yo

you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend
you, you got what I need
but you say he's just a friend,
but you say he's just a friend


7:14 AM
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
live life to the fullest.
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one presentation for HS 1088 is over!
but coming up is my bio practical and health assessment.
so stressed up because i haven't really started study.
i must start studying NOW!

after school, i had drama rehearsal for the open house.
i wasn't able to do it that well just now.
but yesterday was quite good.
i hope i can do it better for tomorrow's rehearsal and the actually performances.

after that, i rushed to Bakau.
Iz told me that they having battle.
but by the time i reached, the battle was over.
lots of bboys from FTC, Fuyo, etc were there.
i was like WTH!
i don't understand why were there so many bboys coming down just to battle the 4 of them.
i don't think there's a need to do so.

from now on,
i don't wanna dwell on my problems so much.
i wanna live life as per normal.
i really hope my problem will make me stronger.
i wanna be happy and cheerful.
i wanna live life to the fullest!
LOL!


12:02 AM
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
don't worry, be happy! (:
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finally,
my mandarin elective test & presentation is over.
the test was suck.
i got no idea what i'm shading also. haha!
as for the presentation, we have a bit of miscommunication.
i don't wanna talk about it.
but overall, we did okay.
and i really need to brush out my pronunciation. haha!

on 10, 11 & 12 Dec,
NYP will be having an open house.
i'll be involved in the drama performance.
not even a single word of script must be memorised.
that's the best part.
but i must really polish up a bit.

tomorrow is my HS1088 presentation.
i haven't really prepare my speech.
LOL!

what i should tell myself always is,
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!
yeah baybeh!


12:06 AM
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
frustrations are hunting me..
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hello people!

came back from Bishan National Library a few hours ago to do the shirt design with Raidah and Nurul.
I didn't do much stuffs.
I did design some of mine but it's too simple and common.
Raidah's design is very nice.
I'll be more than happy if our design was chosen.
while designing, I was frustrated about certain things.
but I mustn't be that way.

after that, we headed to LJS.
Nurul wanted to go Pizza Hut but there's no student offer during weekends.
so poor thing. LOL!
then at LJS, I was also frustrated about something.
but I shouldn't be that way.
then suddenly Nurul talked about something which only a few people should know.

tomorrow is my Mandarin presentation.
I'm not really prepared for it.
OMG!?!


4:00 PM
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HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
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firstly,
I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
LOL!

there're many things happened for the past few days.
as you all know school have started a few days ago.

last Wednesday & Thursday,
me, Raidah, Nurul, Jannah, Shidah and some of the mentors helped in the packing of goodie bags.
we get a free McDonald's meal for the 2 days because we've helped.

last Wednesday,
was my group's Psychology presentation.
I think we did okay.
everyone did their part.
that's good.

last Thursday,
was my retest for my Nursing Lab Skills.
I passed but I didn't really did quite well.
I got oxygen therapy and medication.
oxygen therapy was good.
but I flung my medication thanks to the 3 checks and that ascorbic acid.
Ms Lydia even said that I didn't pay attention in class.
hello, please la!
I did, okay!
but I'm just the type who's a bit slow to absorb compare to the rest.
if you don't understand me, I don't blame you for it.

last Friday after school,
me, Raidah and Jannah went to Bishan LJS to eat.
we then headed to Bishan National Library.
I borrowed a book entitled, 'A Brother's Price'.
it's quite an interesting book.
by the way, I have no idea since when I like to read books. LOL!

yesterday was the most busiest day.
I was out since morning and I came back at 11 plus at night.

in the morning,
I went to meet Raidah in school to do our project.
we're done with our slides but we just need to send to our dear leader, Angela.

I then rushed for Drama.
I only played 1 game because I was late.
oops.. I now remembered that I need to send e-mail to Anjana to tell the my reason for being late. LOL!
after Drama, some of us went to McDonald's to eat.

I then went to jam at Boon.
it've been weeks since I last touched the drums.
we played okay.
we so called clear the song, 'Letters To You'.
by the way, it's quite tiring to play the drums although it's fun.

I then went for session.
I didn't break much yesterday.
but we did cyphered.
during cypher, my moves were all like hmmmm..
you should know what I mean.
anyways, I wanna get my 'roll' and 'roll back to elbow' perfect.
yeah baybeh!

I like the song 'Don't Worry Be Happy' by Yum! Yum! ORANGE.
very nice!
Raidah ask for it.
but I can't get it for her anywhere.
hmmmmm.

k la.
that's all for now.
PEACE!


7:50 AM
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