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Thursday, May 31, 2007
nice photo.
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I love this photo. especially the background. it's taken just now during session.

10:41 PM
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session.
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DS is back again. yeah! anyways, session today was great. we had cypher & a 2-on-2 battle between Shasi & me and Iz & Herman. anyways, during session, as usual, there'll be something funny & stupid which happens. guess what. Iz said that my body looks like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle. hahas. wth!?! and we also saw a full moon. very nice. so dumb of us, when Iz said that the moon is blinking, we turn to the direction of the moon. hahas. but basically, today is a DS session and other DS sessions will be on Saturdays. yepps.

k la. I gotta go. I need to do some ICA stuffs.

CHIOWS! :)

9:16 PM
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Happy Vesak Day!
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today is Vesak Day. no school today. weee. hahas. that's lame. & my mum made satay. yummy!

just now, in the morning, I went to play some soccer with the usual peeps & additional peeps & bro Faisal. Ramdan and bro Faisal are classmates by the way. it've been a long time since I played soccer actually. but I feel as if I played soccer like yesterday.

later I'm having session at Compass Point at 4 pm. originally at 6 pm. but I would like to have it earlier so that I can do some schoolwork at night.

I'm thinking of changing my blog skin. should I? hmmms.

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

1:58 PM
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
2 hours lesson only.
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lesson started at 1 pm today. it's Clinical Lab. we did the urosheath and condom catheter. so interesting. hahas. then we did our revision for BP. still blur with it.

after that, me, Jannah, Raidah & Sherman headed to KFC at AMK cos there isn't any student meal at Pizza Hut during eve of holidays. talked lots of craps. when they're talking about certain topic, I tend to get lost with what they said. hahas. sotong me. after that, we went walk walk around AMK and headed home.

k la. i got to go. my bro wanna use the computer.

CHIOWS! :)

9:30 PM
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Only Love - Trademark
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TRADEMARK
"Only Love"

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

8:53 PM
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guilty?
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i'm feeling guilty for someone right now. i've been thinking about it since just now in the morning. i hope that someone isn't having any problem because of me.

~~besides feeling guilty, i'm having a mix feeling right now. it's about this girl whom i have a crush on. is it just a crush or is it more than just a crush?~~ ehh. why must i think about it so much? don't think about it so much okay, Zul? just remain as good friends for this moment, okay?

Raidah was having a sad day today because of somebody. i just hope that she's feeling better right now. buddy, chill aites? don't sad sad. cheer up. :)

anyways, school just now was pathetic. we have 4 hours of break and our FON lecture starts at 5 pm. WTF!?! at around 3 pm, my group went to meet Ms Cicilia to ask her some questions regarding our ICA. most of my classmates went missing for the last lesson.

for our ICA, we're quite confused with our case 2 and 4. Ms Cicilia said that case 2 is not normal but Mr Mike said that it's normal. so we keep it as normal for case 2. that case is actually about this old lady who is stress with her job. she drink 8 to 9 cups of coffee. and she kept going to the toilet to empty her bladder 3 to 4 times in the middle of the night. we said it's normal coslike what Mr Mike said, "the more input you take, the more output you have." that's the hint that he gave.

after that, i accompanied Dilys to the MRT station and went straight home all alone in the bus. Jannah, Joanne & Wendy went missing. if not i can take bus with them. by the way, i'm not trying to be flirty alright. hahas. i got no choice cos i'm surrounded by the people of the opposite sex.

k la. that's all for now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHERYL! :)

CHIOWS! :)

7:50 PM
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Monday, May 28, 2007
STRESS!
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life is getting more stressful as it use to be. ARGHHH! I really really need to cope with it. yeah, I hope I can.

ohh ya. Suhaila have taken the application form for BandzOut. the audition will be on 21 June 2007. only 5 bands will make it to the finals which is on 13 July 2007.

on week 8, I'm having Sociology Test. I've only started a quarter of the first topic. WTF!?!

on week 12, I'll be having Nursing Lab Skill Test to determine whether we're able to go the hospitals for attachment or not. I'm gonna partner Joanne for the practical.

on week 12 also, it's the due date for submitting the Critical Thinking written assessment.

ICA ICA ICA!! ICAs are making me sick. aiyo!

k la.

CHIOWS! :)

9:58 PM
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup
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*this song contains EXPLICIT LANGUAGES. so BEWARE!!*

BOWLING FOR SOUP
"High School Never Ends"

Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs, who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

High school never ends

Here we go again

1:58 PM
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I'M SICK!!!
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ohh no. i'm having running nose, my throat hurts and i think i'm gonna be sick soon. ARGGGHHH!! nahh. nevermind.

i'm about 90 percent done with the slides. weee. later i might be going to town to watch Jojo's performance. it's not a performance. but it's a competition. yes, it's a dance competition. i'll try to get back home earlier to study my Sociology. i hope. cos sometimes what i wanna do will not be done. hahas.

k la.

CHIOWS! :)

1:47 PM
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
tiring day.
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today is another tiring day for me.

went to school in the morning to do the ICA for Foundation Of Nursing. coincidentally bumped to Jannah cos i knew it that she'll be at the bus stop. anyways, our ICA for FON is about 70 percent done. just need to do a bit on the slides. the rest of my members will send me some of the info that need to be in the slides. yepps.

after that, went to meet bro Faisal, Shakina & Nazim and went to Boon, the usual place where we jam. i might be playing the drums for 'Love & Hate' and vocals for the other 2 songs. i don't know whether to be happy with it or not. but i'm okay with it.

after that, i thought of doing my ICA slides at home. but i'm having session. so i think today i'll have some fun first. tomorrow i'll get back to serious business. anyways, session was great. battled Iz and it's a tremendous one.

ohh ya. thanks Xinyi for the pics! :)

CHIOWS! :)

10:11 PM
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StageArts Night.
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StageArts Night was great. the peeps who turned up yesterday dressed up handsomely & prettily. i like the way Ilham dressed up. he looks like the vocalist of MCR. Huda dressed up like Waheeda and she looks sweet. the dramas the seniors put up were totally superb, magnificent & terrific. Aisha was cute when she acted yesterday. dance performance was good. in short, everything was good. :)

later need to school for ICA meeting. actually, my group's ICA is in weeek 8. so the earlier we finish, the more time we can have for other stuffs. yepps. i'll be meeting them at 9.30 am at the library.

later at 3 pm, there'll be jamming session as BandzOut is coming. weee~. I'M GONNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT! you're right, Zul. like real. hahas.

k la. that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

7:08 AM
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
Bio ICA Test.
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today, school was great & i was a bit insane today. hahas.

the Bio ICA Test was totally a disaster for me. although i got a D, which is a pass, i'm quite disappinted with it. i should've done better. but it's okayy. i'll try harder for the next upcoming tests which is coming by studying hard and keeping positive. yeah! :)

today's lectures were totally boring. all on Foundation Of Nursing. i almost fell asleep. but i didn't. i just find it hard to concentrate. not only for this module. some other modules too. hmmms. but nevermind. i'll try my best to concentrate during all lectures. yeah! :)

tomorrow is Stage Arts Night and i haven't come up with what to wear. hmmms.

that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

5:52 PM
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LIVERPOOL LOST!!
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hello people! :)

Liverpool lost to the hands of AC Milan. what the hell?!? the final score is 2-1 by the way. but it's okay. at least they got into the finals. yeah! :)

yesterday, i came back home at about 9.30 pm because i studied with Eunice as later on i'll be having Bio ICA Test. Shalene & Wendy left earlier. anyways, Eunice is so-called my study pal. yepps. she's simply great. in hypotonic, water concentration in cytoplasm is low, in hypertonic, the water concentration in cytoplasm is high. that were some of the stuffs that i learned. thanks, EUNICE! :)

yesterday, before i went to study, i went to eat with Olivia & her friend, Shahira. long time no see her. hahas. as usual, she's as long as a long bean. and it's great meeting her friend. yeah! :)

after that, i went for Stage Arts meeting. tomorrow is the Stage Arts Night and i got no idea of what to wear. hahas. 8, 9, 10 June will be our camp. when i was about to pray, Aisha told me to see her after that. she told me the reason why me and some othe others wasn't selected. it's because of articulation and my tone was in normal tone. hmmms. i must improve on it. anyways, i'm going for the audition again just to give it a try. yeah! :)

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THOSE WHO'S DOING THE BIO ICA TEST! :)

CHIOWS! :)

4:58 AM
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
STRESS!!!
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OH GOD! HELP ME! I NEED HELP! ARGGGGGHHHHH!

life's getting more tougher for me. sometimes i just can't take it. but like what my mum said "suffer now, enjoy later." i'll try my best to cope with my studies. i wanna be a good nurse. that's what Ms Sim would like me to be when i last met her. in secondary school, life's different where teachers chase after you and stuffs. but polytechnic life is totally different. anyways, lots of presentations are coming. Foundation Of Nursing. later on will be Psychology, so on and so forth.

it've been a long time since i last breaking. i don't really have the time to commit to it. what the hell. should i quit bboying? NO WAY! this passion have been with me for years now. after all the injuries i've had. quitting isn't an option. honestly, after so long of not breaking, my interest in bboying is like decreasing. i hope i'll not lose interest on bboying.

school have been great recently. it's great having new friends. i'm getting use to the school environment already. my classmates were GREAT! Jannah, Raidah, Nurul, Sherman, Eunice and many more uhh. they totally rock my undies. hahas. some of their stupidest to the lamest jokes and craps really made my day sometimes.

just now, Jannah's group presented their ICA for Critical Thinking. they did a great job by scoring a mark greater than my group. CONGRATS GUYS! their presentation is very creative. then Nurul sang the song by the Barenaked Ladies. she just sounds cute mann. hahas. ehh. jangan kembang ehh. hahas.

during ICA group discussion, i was totally overloaded with so many stuffs that i can't take it sometimes. but it's okayy.

ohh ya. that ****** always call my name and kept disturbing me. i'm okayy with it. but if can don't everytime disturb me uhh. hahas.

anyways, this few days, i felt that there's some difference in this somebody's character. totally different from the days before. i hope i'm making the right assumption. that's what i feel uhh.

k la. that's all folks.

CHIOWS! :)

12:05 AM
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
jamming session.
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yesterday was a long day for me.

the audition for the drama production was okayy. actually, we must do both monologue and epilogue. but because of time constraints, they only did the monologue. just a short one. next 2 weeks Friday, there'll be StageArts Night. we must dress up like the Oscars Awards. hahas. i'm so looking forward to it. on 8, 9 & 10 June, there'll be StageArts camp. i'm so so looking forward to it too. yeah! :)

after that, i headed to Boon for jamming. yesterday was a full band session cos Richard turned up. i'm so so addicted to 'Love And Hate' by the way. that song totally rocks! we just need to polish up a bit on our playing. but overall was okayy.

after that, we went to town. Richard went to church. Su went home to do her project. poor Nazim. hahas. firstly, we went to Lucky Plaza to look for POSB. we went all over the place to look for it. then we settled at McDonald's. we then went to play pool. so funny sia the way we play.

Nazim then went to meet his friend and Shakina went home. me and bro Faisal stay at town for a short while cos i wanna look for sandals. but it's EXPENSIVE. so i just forget about buying it first. i'll buy it next time instead. after that we walked walked and went to eat at LJS. ohh ya. there'll be a competition for bboys, poppers and lockers. i have the form. but i don't think i'm ready. hahas. long time never break. hahas.

then we headed for our home sweet home.

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

10:41 AM
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
another great day!
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my 200th post. hahas. i started this blog on Dec 2005 and now it's already May 2007. wow! hahas.

my mum, grandpa & bro Ismail isn't at home now. they went to Malacca. they'll be back tonight.

later, i need to go to school for audition for drama. they wanna pick those potentials for the production. i don't know if i can get chosen. if i'm chosen, that's great. but must cope uhh. but if never get chosen, it's okay to me. i can help out with the props.

after that, i'll be going for jamming session. if it's still early, i maybe go home first. anyways, we are preparing for Bandzout as i've mentioned it many times, which is next month i think. yepps.

anyways, yesterday was great. we should have only Psychology lecture. but Ms Penny was sick. but luckily there's ICA meeting and small group lesson for Bio. and so naughty of me, i didn't go for Friday prayers AGAIN!! and also, i missed the fun Sherman and some of them have cos they went prawning yesterday. but it's great doing the Bio assessment practice with Raidah. we did it about 3 times to get all answers right. hahas. and it's great to hear that her dad have been discharged. i hope her dad will get well soon.

at around 3 pm, i went to meet Shakina to practice our vocals. but we didn't really practice uhh. hahas. at around 6 pm, we meet Zim & Su for jamming session inside a room. after a bit of practice, we did some art.

arSCENEic atrocity at BandzOut. drawn by Nazim.

that's us. aren't we cute? hahas.

Me with my cute mic.

Shakina with her small mic.

Nazim with his "nice" drawing.

Richard with his tiny guitar.

Suhaila with her small bass.

bro Faisal with his cute drums.

almost all drawn by Nazim. hahas. anyways, it's great hanging around with them. full of laughters. just like hanging aroung with Iz & Shasi although i'm always bullied. hahas.

k la. that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

7:54 AM
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
International You Day - No Use For A Name
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NO USE FOR A NAME
"International You Day"

i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love

where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so i try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one
that i adored
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more

i'm coming home today
to wipe the tear drop from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so i try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

my life is incomplete
my rights are absolutely wrong
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing when you're gone

11:40 PM
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Check For A Pulse - No Use For A Name
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NO USE FOR A NAME
"Check For A Pulse"

Fall into nowhere, fading out
Afraid of who we are, get used to it somehow

Like sad and distant memories
Time is something that we never can replace
A long and fucked up road but everyone's at home
Where it's dysfunctional and safe

You can hide inside your kingdom where the guards refuse to change
Without noticing the doubt in people these days
faces tell the story of a broken heart,
Together we fall apart

Is anyone alive in here?
Acceptance has become a common state of mind,
We love stupidity, it doesn't hurt as much
It's worse to feel than be out of touch

This is failure through conforming
Paranoia is trend as life hangs in the balance of the weak-minded
Free prescription of placebo for us all
We only stand if it's safe to fall

11:05 PM
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TIRING DAY!
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hey hey!

i was back home at about 9 pm just now. actually my lesson ended at about 4 pm. then my group have a meeting. we have to discuss on the module of Foundation Of Nursing. after that, i accompanied Eunice in school. she was doing her ICA for Critical Thinking all alone. so i accompanied her and do some Bio revision as there'll be Bio Assessment next week. i also shared my thoughts and feelings with her. i felt so great after talking to her. but on the other hand, i think it's quite distracting to her as she's doing her ICA and i kept asking her some questions. but anyways, thank you, friend! :)

anyways, lessons for today were a bit boring except for Bio. i simply love Bio. Bio is a great module but it's getting more difficult now. hmmms. as for Foundation Of Nursing, it's boring at times and fun at times. just now, during the last period of Foundation Of Nursing, i sat with Joanne. that girl simply can't stop disturbing me since during the break until the end of lesson. hahas. she even wrote 'PHATOGENOUSZUL' on my wrist. you watch out uhh ah girl. but actually, the name is very nice. hahas. nahh. it's okay. i'm a gentleman. right? hahas.

actually, what i always worried about is being ignored by my fellow friends. sometimes, there's something which you said and do that might hurt someone's feeling. if not, i always assume that someone is feeling unhappy and uneasy with me. isn't that weird?

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

10:29 PM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
school's great!
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school was great today.

bio tutorial was my first lesson of the day. as usual, there's some stuffs which i don't really understand. but this Friday, i'm gonna see Ms Ng with some of my classmates to clear our doubts on some topics.

the next lesson was Sociology. all sub-groups were given ten minutes to present on the topic on 'Culture'. my group did the Chinese ethnic group. yepps. overall, our presentation was okay. the rest were also great.

me and the usual peeps then went to have our lunch at south canteen. first time trying the food there. the aunty at the Malay stall was like so fucked up. and do you know what i found on our food.

i found a body part of an insect on that vege. sorry ya cos the picture isn't that clear. after they saw that in my food, almost all lost their appetite. not only that, our rice were like the rice which was cooked yesterday and was recooked. and someone's chicken still contain blood. not a bit. but quite a lot.

Sherman then experimented our plate of food to look out for any suspicious item. so then we decided to make a complain. and we really did it.

for Nursing Lab lesson, we did bed linen, bed bath and shower bath. it's quite fun uhh overall. yeppss.

after school, me, Sherman, Nurul, Raidah & Jannah went to eat at LJS Causeway Point. surprisingly, Nurul don't know how to use the knife with the folk. hahas. chill aite. after that, we went to the pasar malam beside Causeway Point. and finally, we separated to our separate ways. yepps.

for the next few weeks or the rest of my life in school, i must try to get use to having more meetings. not meeting for no purpose. but meeting to discuss on presentations cos there'll be many ICA presentations coming up. yepps.

k la. got to go.

CHIOWS! :)

6:19 PM
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Critical Thinking ICA presentation
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just now was my group's ICA presentation for Critical Thinking. finally it's over. and now we must be mentally prepared for more presentations. anyways, Mrs Wong complimented my group. this shows that our hardwork have been paid off. this is all thanks to the combined effort of the group. keep up the team spirit! :)

during the 3 hours break, i just spent my time with Raidah and Crystal. Crystal looks like a Eurasian by the way. but she's a Indian. me and Raidah then went for group meeting. my group discussed about our Sociology presentation regarding 'Culture'. it's a short presentation. we'll be doing the topic on the Chinese ethnic group. during the discussion, we didn't only discussed on our topic. we also talk lots of things unrelated to the topic. hahas. after the discussion, we took photos with the help of Eunice. thanks, Eunice. i'll upload the photos as soon as Xin Yi have sent the photos. yepps. :)

just now, Joanne and Wendy took the same bus as me and Jannah. Jo, Wendy and myself talked lots of crap. they came up with many kinds of names for the class. i don't wanna mention the names they came up with. hahas. then they thought of coming up with a name which will suit me. they came up with 'Pathogen'. actually i want 'Sotong'. but it's taken and it don't sounds nice. hahas. by the way, do you know what's a pathogen? it's an infectious agent. that word sounds nice but it don't look nice. hahas.

ohh ya. somebody's boyfriend said something bad about me. and the boyfriend have never seen me before. isn't it weird? should i use the CBL method to solve this problem? nahh. what for? waste my energy only. it doesn't matter to me anyways. cos the boyfriend of hers is younger than me. so i think i'll just don't bother about that particular species. you can say anything as you wish. as long as you're happy. :)

k la. got to go. take care people! :)

CHIOWS! :)

7:44 PM
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :)
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back again. i forget to mention something which is IMPORTANT!!! today is MOTHER'S DAY!! hahas. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAy, MUM! :)

me, bro Faisal & bro Ismail shared our money with dad to buy a cake. weee. then mum made us pizza. weee. hahas. in conclusion, PLS TREASURE YOUR LOVE ONES. they've done so many things for us & pls be thankful to them cos whatever bad things you did to them, your child might do the same things to you one day. REMEMBER THAT!

CHIOWS! :)

3:20 PM
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long day.
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yesterday was a very exhausting day for me.

in the morning, i went to school to do the discussion on our ICA. i was late. what a bad example of a leader. ZUL, ZUL! hahas. don't do it again okay? anyways, the group is doing great & to function well, we need 'fang xiang'. right guys? yeah! :)

on the other hand, i feel bad cos i didn't turn up for drama session. i'm sure they've had lots of fun. but it's okay. and sometimes, i always think that drama is not really my thing. but it's okay. i'll try to love it. and if i can't really commit to it, the only way is to quit. but hopefully i won't quit. yeah! :)

after that, i made my way to Boon for jamming session. the confirmed songs we'll be playing for BandzOut is 'Life', 'Broken Dream' & 'Love & Hate'. yepps. yesterday's session was okay okay. something stupid happened to Shakina's mic that made her so pissed off. but overall, it's great. but we just need to really practice our pitching an try to coordinate with each other. yeah! :)

after that, i went to CP for session. only Iz, Shamail & myself. 2 girls came at about 10 plus pm. that's crazy. hahas. Shasi lagi best. came so late. i think cos he from East Coast Park. and left that place at about 9 pm. i think. and i left at 1130 am and he haven't reach. power uhh that guy. hahas.

and finally, i came home at almost 12 am. so LATE! hahas.

k la. that's all folks.

CHIOWS! :)

11:07 AM
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Friday, May 11, 2007
great day!
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back again! :)

today school ends early for me. so my group have a meeting. we tried our best to finish up our presentation as much as possible. tomorrow we'll meet in school and finish up what we should finish up. yepps. but anyways, the group is functioning well for now. but hopefully we won't slack. yeah! :)

after meeting, me, Raidah & Angela went to E-Learning Plaza. just to wait for time to past. i did my CMS on Foundation Of Nursing. you know what. nursing use to be a job for those people such as drunkards, prostitutes, etc. but now, it's totally different. the world have changed. yeah! :)

after that, i went to meet bro Faisal & Shakina. asked them for help about the wireless connection thingy. you know how it works? Shakina just stood in front of the laptop while i went to fetch Faey, who lost her way at IT block. hahas. and the connection is available. isn't it strange? hahas.

after that, me & Faey went to AMK Banquet. Kayya wants us to meet at 7 pm and we're like making our way to AMK at about 4 pm. not only that. Kayya was going to Jurong Point to look for present before meeting us. but in the end, she didn't meet us as she's like on the other side of S'pore. hahas.

but anyways, i've had a great time with Faey just now. lots of crap. we also shared those funny & interesting stuffs which happened for the past few weeks or so. i remembered Faey talking about her 'NOT INDIAN, NOT CHINESE, NOT MALAY' friend. hahas. so funny sia. anyways, thanks a lot ehh for the company. i really appreciate it. :)

k la. that's all for now. TAKE CARE PEOPLE! :)

CHIOWS! :)

10:50 PM
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
miss my ex-mates
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hello people! :)

school today was great. but i miss some of my SGS-mates, 5A1-mates & 07B3-mates. especially KAK FAEY although she's in the same school and course as me. Kayathree too. her smile & laugh is cute. Farhan & the gang with their crap. hahas. anyways, yesterday, i saw Stefanus. he looks great. then Faey said that she saw Xiang Mei just now. and she said that she misses me. hahas. you must be kidding. hahas. tomorrow, i might be meeting Faey. but not confirm. yupps.

tomorrow school ends at 11 am for me. yayy. then must discuss the ICA for Critical Thinking. Tuesday will be my group's turn to present. and we're about 70 percent done. if we're not able to finish the discussion by tomorrow, we'll maybe meet up during the weekends. but i got drama session on Saturday. how? hahas. let's see if we can finish up tomorrow. yepps.

syukur Alhamdulillah. they have stopped for now. hopefully it's forever. yeah, HOPEFULLY.

k la. that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

7:54 PM
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why must it happen again?
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WHAT THE FUCKING IS HAPPENING? WHY MUST THEY START IT AGAIN? FUCK IT!?! it've been a long time since they didn't start. but WHY MUST THEY START AGAIN?!? i hope they'll stop it for once and for all. i want the family to start afesh. forget the past.

hopefully, THEY'LL STOP IT & START AFRESH!

7:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett
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HUGH GRANT & HALEY BENNETT
"Way Back Into Love"

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

6:31 PM
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negative thinking of mine
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hey people!! :)

today was another okay okay day for me. in the early part of the day, i feel that was a bit quiet. i don't know why. i still think that i'm a bit blur as a sotong. i always think that my thinking isn't like others. i'm a bit slow in thinking. i also feel that i'm not as creative as others. hmmmmms. i don't know why i'm thinking so negatively this few days. i'm trying to erase off what i think it's not important to think about. just now, i felt good after sharing my thoughts with Joanne in the bus. yupps. thank you, friend! by the way, if you people wanna know, sometimes i need people to talk to. i'll not tell if i need people's help or not. i'll just kept quiet. people might not know whether i'm having problems or not cos i won't show that i'm having a problem. but it's okay. i'm feeling a bit better now.

ohh ya. Raidah's dad is undergoing a surgery this Friday. i hope she'll be patient & strong to face it. Insyaallah, your dad will be safe. Amin.

i forgot to mention that bro Faisal's hair is now short. it use to be afro & curly. but now it's GI. more neater. his friend even said that we look similar. hahas.

and on 7 May, it's bro Salleh's birthday. yupps. so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! semoga dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki. Amin.

k la. that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

6:05 PM
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Monday, May 07, 2007
problems!!
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hello people!! :)

i don't know what makes me wanna blog. but anyways, school was okay okay just now. it's just that i can't really catch up on some of the things which was taught just now especially Sociology. Nursing Lab lesson was great by the way. we're taught how to check the pulse, respiration and blood pressure. i'm still a bit unsure on going about taking the blood pressure actually. but it's okay. i'll ask my classmates if i'm unsure about something. i'm sure they can help.

there's something which is bugging me. i don't know why can't i speak fluently and articulate my words properly. that's what i always think about most of the times. not only that. there're some other stuffs. hmmmmms. nahh. don't bother. don't think about it too much, Zul. don't stress yourself too much too. BE POSITIVE! :)

tomorrow during the 3 hours of break, i'm having group meeting on the ICA for Critical Thinking. our presentation will be next week. yupps. i feel that Angela is doing most of the work instead of me and i'm the leader. i feel like so useless & so sotong sometimes. grrrrrrr. it's time for me to pull up my socks. i'm gonna throw away the feeling of uselessness and sotongness in me and BE POSITIVE. YEAH, I WILL! :)

CHIOWS! :)

6:54 PM
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
AMK Hub.
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i'm back again!!

just came back from AMK Hub a few hours ago with my younger bro, Ismail to buy the file for my laptop. it costs me 15 dollars. quite worth it actually. after that, we went to KFC. we bought the new meal from KFC. it's quite worth it. i gave him a treat actually. just to motivate him cos he's having exams tomorrow. i not sure when it'll ends. but anyways, ALL THE BEST, BRO! :)

below are the photos taken yesterday at KFC. we don't know what to do. so this is what we do.

MEN At WORK!!

SHASI & IZ.

k la. that's all folks.

CHIOWS! :)

4:02 PM
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Creep - Radiohead
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(30 seconds preview)

RADIOHEAD
"Creep"

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.

3:44 PM
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Friday & Saturday.
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i'm back!!!

life have been great but stressful. yepps. my ICA presentation is in week 5. and tomorrow will be week 4. and on week 6, i'll be having my assessment. WOW! isn't that fast? time flies when we're having fun.

on Friday, i went to meet Faey, Yazid, Hamidah, Farhan & Mira at SGS to take our 'O' Levels certificate. then we thought of meeting Mr Hasren. but he left earlier. so we went to eat at the usual place. Faey went off earlier. Yazid went off after we left school. at the coffee shop, the girls have so much things to talk about. even my food were feeling so cold listening to their talking. hahas. after that, we went to AMK Hub to walk walk. but anyways, i've had a great time going out with them.

after that, i went back to school for jamming session. me and Shakina practiced the song entitled 'Broken Dreams' as we'll be playing that song for BandzOut. we'll also be playing 'Love & Hate' and 'Life'.

yesterday morning, i have drama session in school. i learned about the importance of awareness and voice projection. i don't know why i can't really project my voice and speak fluently. hmmmms. when i'm in primary 1, my classmate banged my head onto the wall. is it because of that? hmmmms. i always thought that that's the reason behind it. then at the end of the session, in groups of two, we must act out a situation when A is a very confident person and B is very scared of B. not only that. A is late and B is waiting for A. then i partner with.....hmmms..i forget that guy's name. but anyways, i was A. i feel that i didn't act well by the way. after every session, i'll sometimes ask myself "am i really suitable to be in this CCA?" then yesterday, the seniors said that starting from next week, there'll be 2 practice in 1 week which will be on Wednesdays & Saturdays. on Wednesdays, it'll ends at around 9 pm and on Saturdays, it's begin at 10 am and ends latest at 2 pm cos they wanna get us ready for upcoming performances. it's gonna be a tough time for me. i must manage my time well. are you ready for it, Zul? i think i'm ready. i'll try my best to cope with it. BE POSITIVE, ZUL! :)

yesterday's session was great although there were only me, Iz and Shasi. there's some sharp pain on my wrist by the way. when i wanna do freeze, i'll like feel that pain. i feel that i'm not breaking hard by the way. hmmmms. that's bad. i wanna be a good bboy. but not with this bad attitude. DON'T SLACK & KEEP BREAKING HARD, ZUL! :)

after that, we went to KFC to eat. that Iz stood beside me while taking my order. then we're like disturbing the person who's taking our order cos that girl took his order the day before i think. when we're eating also that Iz keep disturbing that girl. hahas. then he keep asking me, "do you that girl's number?" hahas.

k la. that's all folks. i wanna do some revision. anythings, just flood my tagboard or beep me if you have my handphone number.

CHIOWS! :)

9:04 AM
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
at E-Learning Plaza
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hello people! :)

i'm in school now. at E-Learning Plaza. now i'm actually having Biological Science practical. but it's e-learning. yepps. now i'm reading some info on homeostasis which means a stable internal environment and some other stuffs. and i can't really concentrate now. so many distractions. hahas.

k la. got to go.

CHIOWS! :)

12:16 PM
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
ICA discussion & Clinical Lab lesson.
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hey people! :)

i'm so glad that Liverpool is into the final of the Champions League. they'll be facing either AC Milan or Man U. hopefully, they'll win again. YEAH! :)

today school started at 1 pm. but my group having meeting regarding the ICA for Critical Thinking at the library at 11 am. i was unable to meet Jannah cos she woke up LATE and cos of the meeting. we're like 70 percent done with the ICA thingy. this is only Critical Thinking. there're lots more ICA coming up. that's the BEST part. hahas. anyways, i'm quite happy with my group. KEEP IT UP THE POSITIVE ATTITUDE GUYS! :)

just now, i only have the Clinical Lab lesson only. the topic we did today was fun & interesting. we learned how to take temperature and check the pulse. and honestly, i love being the volunteer for the Clinical Lab lesson. it's cool! :)

anyways, now is the third week of school. like i've mentioned on my earlier posts, school have been fun. but i'm worried for some reason. it's gotta do with my studies and some of the probs which have been bugging me and i don't know what is it. weird isn't it. got probs but don't know what is it. hmmms. hehhs.

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

9:55 PM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer
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SIXPENCE NONE THE RICHER
"Kiss Me"

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

10:45 AM
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life in school.
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hey! i'm back.

i was so pissed off mann. i was unable to do my e-learning on my CMS. WTF!?! but i can to the Biological Science quizes. weird huh. i think it's because of the pop-up blocker. but i've already turned off the pop-up blocker. it seems that i must do it in school. no choice. hmmmms. but i don't think there's time. cos my group will be discussing the ICA thingy during the long break. hmmmms. stress uhh. NO, NO. don't say that. i must say "I CAN DO IT!" hahas.

anyways, school's great. most of my time now were spent with my ICA group and it's great to have Raidah in my group. then every morning, when going to school, i'll call Jannah and tell her which bus to take. and at the bus stop, most of the time, i'll bump to Wendy. so it's like a routine for me. hahas.

yesterday, i was so annoyed cos i brought my laptop to configure it. but i don't know where the hell it went wrong. hmmmms. tomorrow i'll bring it again and hopefully, the configuration is successful. YEAH! :)

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

10:11 AM
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