Zoo-Car-9 (:

Monday, December 31, 2007
New Year Resolution.
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just now I went to meet up my group to discuss the presentation.
but I came early because I thought it start at 12 pm.
but it's actually at 12.30 pm.
luckily I brought my lappy along.

it's about 6 hours to the new year.
my resolution for the new year are (in random order):
1)menjadi seorang anak yang beriman.
2)be strong.
3)be happy.
4)don't be shy but be open.
5)increase my self-esteem.
6)do well in my studies and passions.
7)speak clearly.
7)throw away all the bad habits.
8)get a girlfriend (I sound so desperate. LOL!).
those are roughly some of my resolutions which I really want to achieve.
I really hope I can start a new beginning in the new year.

I received a gift from my dear friend, Potato.
dude, thanks for the gift and the encouragements.
I really appreciate it.
I like the gift by the way.
even if I don't, I'll keep it because it's a gift from one of my good friend.

5:09 PM
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performance for the NEW YEAR!
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we're a few hours away to the new year.
time flies very fast.
tick tock tick tock,
it's already the next day.
it's really fast.
all I can say is GOODBYE to 2007.
and HELLO to 2008.
I hope year 2008 will be a GREAT and BETTER year for compared to the previous years.
INSYAALLAH!

yesterday's performance was GREAT!
talking about performance, yesterday was our third performance in 2 months.
that's great!
those who performed were me, Iz, Shasi, Wan, Jaydn and Syafiq.
the event we've performed was to welcome the new year.
it's all thanks to Mrs Sarah Tan who give us the opportunity to perform.
we did 2 performances.
a freestyle and a routine.
we use the previous routine for our performance.
we break and slack to wait for our time to perform.
the most interesting part was when we danced to rock songs, kung fu songs, etc. LOL!
we also took a picture with Alif Aziz.
WOW! LOL!
but overall, everything was GREAT although it rains.

after performance, we headed to the void deck behind Hougang Mall to break.
we cyphered and then I break all alone because almost all was practicing power.
and sometimes it makes me feel inferior.
and also whenever my bro break with us, I so called run out of ideas.
no offence, bro.
hmmmmmm.
but I think I must bulid up my self-esteem instead. haha!

k la.
that's all for now.
PEACE!

9:18 AM
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
stressful, tiring and disappointing..
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I got no idea why I kept thinking of things which are not necessary to think about.
because of that, I feel like GIVING UP on everything!
but I can't just give up so easily.
I still have a long way to go.
for the upcoming new year, I wanna be a whole new ME!

yesterday was quite a tiring day.
in the first place, I'm supposed to have an outing with my KYRA2-ians.
but it's postponed because our OGL, Farisha was still overseas.
guys, sorry for postponing the outing.
it's quite a tiring day because I helped Pak Busu with his work.
I pity him because he must do the job everyday all by himself most of the times.
so I went to help and I was given 60 bucks.
thanks Pak Busu.
on the other hand, I feel bad because I didn't go for mengaji and outing/session.

Tuesday's session was a disappointment for me because I lost to all during the '4 To Smoke' battle.
WTH!
yeah, WTH indeed!
it's my fault also because I was quite slack on that day.

but anyways,
my crew is having a performance.
yeah baybeh! haha!
VENUE: HOUGANG MRT STATION (not in the station but somewhere around that area. LOL!)
DATE: 30 DEC, SUNDAY
TIME: NOT SURE

peace!

8:16 AM
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Monday, December 24, 2007

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I feel so...
INSECURE!

4:54 PM
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new stuffs..
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yesterday was the first time that I spent quite a lot.
not really a lot actually. haha!
and I have a new hair cut.
I prefer my new hairstyle very much.

firstly, me and bro Fai went to Nazim's place.
my bro practiced his bass while I played PS2.
I played the soccer game over and over again.
I didn't get tired of playing it. haha!

after that, we went to Plaza Singapura.
my bro wanna buy his bass polish .
while I bought a glass bottle which cost 2 bucks from Daiso.
I've planned to do something with it.

we then made our way to Bugis.
I bought a sling bag which cost 25 bucks and its original price was 28 bucks.
it's worth it and furthermore, it's quite spacious.
I also bought a Red Bull shirt which cost 10 bucks.
WEEEEEEEEE!
we then have our so called dinner at LJS.

I thought of going out with my xiao mei.
but I'm not really sure if I can and if she can.
hmmmmmmmmmm.

9:53 AM
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
performance!
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yesterday's performance was really GREAT!
those who performed were me, Iz, Shasi, Wan, Syafiq & Joel.
we started rehearsing on Friday.
and on the same day, we're supposed to show the girl (I don't know the girl's name).
but it was amazing uh because we did it in just 2 days.
and I think the audience likes it.
but overall, it was well done although there're a bit of mistakes here and there.
we're also given 200 bucks.
which means 33 bucks per bboy.
that's quite a lot better than nothing.
it's also goood to see people asking for our number to call us whenever they need us to perform.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
well done, guys!
KEEP REPPIN' DS HARD!

8:26 AM
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
Selamat Hari Raya Haji! (:
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Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my fellow Muslims!

for your info, I've been online since 10 am.
that's so called a record for me. haha!
I updated some songs into my mp3.
I don't know what songs to be put into my mp3 and my phone.
I thought of putting all my breakbeats into my phone.
but I have insufficient space. WTH!
because of that, I'm thinking of buying a larger memory card size.
but if put so much songs also you won't be listening to all the songs anyway. haha!
then I did a bit of research for Psychology as I'm having meeting tomorrow morning.

I feel so stressed up for the past few days.
problems keep coming.
I really need a break.
this 2 weeks break don't even look like a break to me.
I need to revise my work again but I haven't even started revising.
I still need to revise for my Nursing Lab retest.
OH NO!
hopefully, I'll pass the retest.
INSYAALLAH!

5:07 PM
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Mentoring Camp 2007
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Mentoring Camp was FUN!
the purpose of the camp was to stretch ourselves from a sotong to a leader.
that's what Mr Kevin said.
and honestly speaking, Mr Kevin is GREAT!
although his activities were challenging.

I met lots of new people.
most of them really have goood leadership skills.
by the way, my group is called 'GUESS LA!'
nice name right? haha!
I seriously like my team.
they're really great!
we motivated and encouraged each other.
in the first place, we didn't communicate much.
but we communicated very well among each other very well after that.
they like the way I scratch my head and say 'WHAT SIA'. haha!
I got no idea why. lol!

the activities were quite challenging but it's superDUPER FUN!
I like to play 'poison river'.
but I was quite upset when my chair touched the wire because the whole group have to restart all over again.
the 'prison game' was the most toughest.
for this game, we need people to save us by betting and doing the activity found on a station.
if failed, we, the prisoners have to do punishment depending on how many people he or she bet to be released.
for my station, a person must aim a chopstick into a glass bottle.
it's really tough.
one need good aiming.
as a result we have to do lots of punishment because most of them failed.

but the most memorable part was on the last day which was just now.
I just wish it didn't end that fast.
we're told to sit in a circle with 1 person in the middle and everyone have to say whatever which describes the person and the person in the middle have to choose 3 things mentioned for themselves.
and I chose 'WHAT SIA', blur and motivating.
that's what I' really am.
we're then given cards and we're supposed to write a letter to ourselves to sort of motivate us.
we're also given a certificate but the name of the school was Nayang Polytechnic. lol!
so we wrote messages for each other.
and we're given the same certificate with the school name, Nanyang Polytechnic. haha!
the messages given really gave me some kind of motivation.

although I might look a bit blur like sotong, I'll try my best to change myself to become a better person.
I WILL!

4:11 PM
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
Alumni Night is over!
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my whole family isn't at home right now.
it's only left with me and bro Faisal.
but that doesn't mean we can do anything, anyhow.
what am I talking about?
haha!

I'm so happy because I got a new phone,
NOKIA 5310.
WEEEEEE. haha!
it's very nice but according to my crewmates, it looks like a toy.
haha!

Alumni Night is over!
the new committee have been elected.
the new President and the Vice President of StageArts are Farhana and Rabia.
the Head Of Drama and the assistant are Anjana and Syidah.
congrats guys!
to all seniors,
thanks for all your guidance.
I really appreciate it so much.
you guys have been a wonderful seniors to us.
thanks very much!
I would also like to thank the Year 2s for choosing me to act in your play.
although it's kinda difficult to teach me a few things.
but it've been wonderful working with you guys.
but anyways, what I must improve on is my articulation of words and voice projection.
ONCE A STAGEARTER, ALWAYS A STAGEARTER.

yesterday,
I went to help Pak Busu with his work.
we did wall mounting of TV.
I didn't do all those drillings because I might make the wrong hole. haha!
but I just fix the bracket.
fixing the bracket is fun!
we went to about 10 houses.
2 houses were just to send bracket.
10 houses to wall mount.
at the end of the day I got 45 bucks.
WEEEEE.

my crew have decided to join STEP IT UP in the first place.
but when we found out that we must pay 15 bucks, we change our mind.
but instead, we just have session.
I wasn't that hype as I was a bit tired.
I need to train HARDER!

I'm having camp from Monday to Wednesday.
WEEEEEE.
but guess what,
I haven't even pack my stuffs.
haha!

PEACE.

8:30 AM
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
another simple day...
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yesterday,
school was okay.
my group had our presentation.
it wasn't that bad.
we didn't mention some of the stuffs.
and the lecturer kept shooting us questions and Angela was the one who answered almost all of the questions.
I felt so bad for her.

I wanna buy a new bag.
the bag sold at the Atrium was nice.
it's $29.70 if I'm not wrong.
but Nurul said it's $39.70.
I got no idea what's the price.
but the bag is quite big and it's a sling bag.
the reason for me of buying a new bag is because I find myself too nerdy when I use my bro's Adidas bag. haha!

IP Zone is gonna be like our crew shoe. haha!
because almost all have it except for 1 or 2.
yesterday's session was held at the Esplanade underpass.
session was okay uh.
but I like to watch Mahmud's footwork.
it's dope shit.
he hit every single beat.
WOW!

10:51 AM
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Monday, December 10, 2007

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DON'T WORRY,
BE HAPPY!
(:

9:07 AM
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
yeah baybeh!
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Iz and I rocked Bakau yesterday.
session with just 2 person was simply great!
and I was quite hyped up.
I got no idea why.
I got a few moves.
I really need to train the moves to make it more sharper.
I wanna learn MUNCHMILL, 1990s..
like real only uh. haha!
honestly speaking, I totally forgot about my problems when I break.
and I think that I'm attached.
I'm attached to BBOYING!
HA!
yeah baybeh!

drama session was fun!
and sadly, yesterday was the last day for seniors.
Aisha, Fazees, Iskandar, Shankar and Hasli, thanks for everything.
we played 'the duck & the goose' game.
there're lots of purpose of the game such as concentration.
we also created a story.
Aisha, Amin, Liyana and I made a story on 3 crazy patients who queued up for their medication and started a fight just because a patient complaint that a bug will come out of her eyes when she ate the medication. lol!
after session, a cake was brought in as a sign of appreciation to the seniors.
then we're given envelopes filled with papers and we need to write something for all the drama peeps.
anyways, next Friday is Alumni Night.
I'm so excited about it. haha!

next week is gonna be a busy week for me.
141107 - Alumni Night
151107 - Step It Up!
171107 to 191107 - Mentoring Camp
I'm excited about it man!
and I'm more excited because the term break is coming!
but I must revise for my retest and upcoming exams.

most of my friends said that I'm very soft.
is that a compliment?
I don't think so. haha!
I need to be more MAN!
HA!
BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING!

12:44 PM
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Friday, December 07, 2007
problems again!?
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I chatted with my xiao mei a few hours ago.
she just makes me happy.
I don't know why.
then she showed me her funny pic.
in that pic, she's very funnay and cute.
then she told me to look at that pic whenever I'm sad. haha!
dude, when you're sad, look at my secondary school pic.
it'll make you forget about all your problems. haha!
dude, thanks for your listening ears.
if you need mine, feel free to turn to me.
I'll be more than happy to help you.

I have been thinking about lots of things lately.
but I didn't really think about it.
I don't wanna be emo all the time.
I don't wanna feel guilty so easily.
I don't wanna be sad.
I wanna smile and make the people around me happy.
I must build up my confidence.
I wanna change myself to become a better person.
let's see the new ZUL!

just now school started at 11 am.
but I went to school at 9 plus to do the CCS assignment with Bangau, Potato and Tempeh.
lucky me that I met them.
I got a better idea on going about doing the assignment.
now, I'm half-way through.
another 500+ more words to go.
yeah baybeh!

after school, I stay back with Bangau and Potato to do the assignment.
there're some laughters while we're doing our assignment.
we did until about 6 pm.
after that, we went to South Canteen to buy wedges.
their wedges are nice!
we then accompanied Bangau to McDonald's.
she bought McSpicy without vegetables.
dude, you should eat more of vegetables. haha!

STEP IT UP! is next week.
I need more practice.
I need to prepare some sets.
I wanna rep DS hard!

11:20 PM
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
another normal day..
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today school started at 11 am.
first lesson was HS 1088 lecture.
followed by a break.
we ate at McDonald's during the break.
after eating, I was trying to figure out how I did the heart-shaped straw but failed.
then Jo taught me and Nurul.
but I still don't get it. haha!
I even did it during the tutorial that Ms Jenny called my name. haha!
then before HS 1088 tutorial, I was asking Jo again on how to do the heart-shaped straw.
then Ms Cindy asked the class, "who's making love?"
and the whole class said me.
whatthehell. haha!
please la!
don't get it wrong.
Jo is my gidsister and I'm glad to have her as my godsister.
thanks Jo!
Psychology lecture was fun.
we watched a video on making love, I think.
very interesting video.

after school, I went to look for books on communication and customer service.
I need references for my assignment.
worst still, I haven't even started on the assignment.
OMG!
firstly, I went to the school library.
but the books aren't really related.
so Wendy accompanied me to Cheng San National Library.
Wendy, thanks for accompanying me.
I borrowed 4 books just for that assignment. haha!

session wasn't really hype.
only 5 of us.
furthermore, I'm a bit tired.
but I don't wanna show.
I really need to sharpen my footworks and think of some sets.
Step It Up is in 2 weeks away.
I need train hard.
yeah baybeh!

tomorrow, from 3-6 pm, I need to go for Nursing Lab remedial since I failed my assessment.
hopefully, I'll do well for my retest which will be in week 12.
INSYAALLAH!

10:27 PM
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Monday, December 03, 2007
Upset!
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I'm very upset with myself.
I failed my Nursing Lab assessment.
I got the scenario on suctioning and oxygen therapy.
I was too pressurised that I forgot most of the stuffs I've studied.
during the Bio lecture, I can't really concentrate after what've happened.
but after my classmates consoled me, I became my normal self again.
THANKS GUYS!
Wendy, thanks for the Honey Stars. haha!
if you guys didn't console me, I'll be an emo guy for the rest of the day.
but what makes me very happy is my xiao mei.
seeing my xiao mei makes me happy.
I just like to disturb her.
right Jo? haha!
not only my xiao mei.
seeing my Bangau, Potato, Tempeh, Kambing and the whole class makes me happy too.
yeah baybeh!

skimming was fun although I fell a number of times. haha!
yesterday, I went for DS outing at the same place and same location.
at East Coast Park.
slack, swim, skim, eat and even dancing.
but I was a bit too quiet because I was worried for my Nursing Lab assessment.
but I told myself to stay happy, enjoy myself and forgot about all the problems that's troubling me.
so I did like what I've told myself.
Joel, thanks for teaching me on how to do the heart-shaped straw.
I don't know why I'm so enthusiastic on doing that heart-shaped straw. haha!
but overall, I did enjoy myself.
more outing please!

I'm really worried for my studies right now after failing the assessment.
I really need to catch up with my studies.
ICAs and assignment to be done.
I must start pulling up my socks.
I know I can do it.
YES, I CAN.

6:10 PM
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