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Sunday, September 30, 2007
drama performance.
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yesterday's drama performance was a great one although Farhana was attacked by a kid cos she acted as an evil witch. poor Farhana. haha! but it's gooood that Farhana can stay focus. the 7 dwarves were cute. haha! but anyways, everyone have done their best although some of us are just helpin out only. and interacting with the kids were fun. but the funny part was that Sarah and Nicky interacted with the facilitator instead of the kids cos they thought the person was one of the kids. haha!

yesterday's jamming session was okay-okay. but i got a bit of problem with my voice. i tend to go flat. hmmmm. cos of that, we have to change the line up. i'll play the drums next week and bro Faisal will play with mic.

last few days my mum told me that fasting month is coming to an end. and she said that we don't know if we'll meet the next fasting month. cos of that, i told myself to stop breaking for awhile and go for prayers instead. and join them again after the fasting month. she also mentioned that it's to respect the month. it's quite true also uh actually. and i know it's unfair to certain party. but see how uh. maybe i'll come once a week for the coming 2 weeks.

i thought of break fasting with my classmates but it seems that all not free. so i asked AIRHOLE out. haha! but she also not free. hmmmm. but it's okay. whattodo.

i'm having difficulty talking fluently this few days. i'm like mumbling la most of the times and it SUCKS. what's happening to me man?!?

12:43 PM
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Friday, September 28, 2007
props, props, props..
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i have been going to school for the past few days to finish up the props for tomorrow's act. luckily got something to do. if not i'll be rotting at home. haha! then just now, me and Rabia did the design of the bag of sweets. i have a hard time cutting the outline of the pumpkin cos i'm all by myself and Rabia having rehearsal for her performance. but i manage to get it done. then i spray while Rabia draw the smily face on the pumpkin. it looks nice and coooool.

yesterday's session was coooool. got some new footworks. must watch more videos to get some motivation. hehhs.

nothing much to update actually. so i'll stop here. peace, no war!

11:03 PM
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
MENDAK-NESS!
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i'm in the quite empty library right now with Ilham. i came to school at about 11 am cos i thought they meeting at 11 am. but Rabiah later then told me that she don't know when Aisha is opening the club room. and now, i'm waiting for the time to past and also for Rabiah's call. i feel so bored to the core right now. luckily i brought my lappy. if not, i don't know what i'm supposed to do. hehhs.

2:17 PM
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confession.
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i've confessed to her yesterday. she don't want me to pin hopes on her although after 3 years. but it's okay. that doesn't mean we can't be friends, right? and i won't commit suicide cos of that. haha! like what Bangau said, "not all that you want can get in life".

yesterday's session wasn't really hype. i admit that i slack yesterday. i didn't have enough energy. but i did break a bit at home. thinking of footworks. but i forget what i did when i came for session. whatthehell.

la, la, la..

7:40 AM
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
yesterday and today.
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yesterday, i went to school to do the props together with Rabiah, Nadia, Nadirah, Sarah, Nicky and Ilham for this Saturday's play. we did a 3D apple and beans but the apple will not be used cos of some reason. and a 2D lollipop. the lollipop very colourful. nice.

just now, i went to Geylang with my mum and my grandfather. bought some stuffs. by the way, i'm not gonna buy traditional clothes this year. i'm gonna wear last year's. but i bought a pants cos i'm out of pants. we also bought some cookies for Hari Raya. and my mum will be doing only two types of cookies. i waited at the taxi stand while waiting for my mum and my grandfather went to the market. anyways, today is the 13th day of the fasting month. and the hari raya songs have started playing on the radio. Kentang is very excited about it. haha!

i shouldn't have done what i just did. OMG!?! WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?

hmmmmmm.

5:15 PM
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
busy day.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUHAIMI!

yesterday's drama session was fun especially the advertisement. 'KAYA TOAST GIVES YOU ENERGY!' lol! next week, we'll be meeting the people with down syndrome. some of us are gonna act for them. i'm not acting but helping out with the props. and i'm going school tomorrow to do props.

jamming session was coooool. Ramon and his friend, Wan came to watch us. we played the songs we played last week, 'Life' and 'Love & Hate'. i forget a bit of the lyrics for 'Life' and 'Love & Hate'. oooops. haha!

then i went home. i thought of break fasting outside and go straight for session. but it's still early. so i break fast-ed at home. and went session after break fast.

session was quite hype. the hall was very occupied for the first time since how many century ago. haha! JR of FTC was also there. and some of us watched him break as if that was the first time we saw someone breaking. haha! anyways, i wanna learn flare. it seems that almost everyone can flare. by the way, i'm not jealous okay. haha!

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4:24 PM
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
schedule for today.
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yesterday was Bangau's birthday and today is my dad's birthday. may all your wishes come true. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

later, i'll be having drama. i didn't go last week cos i'm a bit unwell. anyways, drama night is coming up. i'll be with Kenneth, Farhana and i not sure who's the rest in my group. actually, i don't mind taking up any roles although it's a minor one.

at around 2.30 pm, i'll be meeting the band at Dhoby Ghaut. we'll be jamming at Paraliz Centre. bro Faisal's friend might be coming. we'll be jamming from 3 to 5 pm.

after that, i'll have to rush to Bakau for session. but before that, i might need to buy some food for break fast.

basically, that's my schedule for today.

7:05 AM
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
GEYLANG, HERE WE COME!
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it's goooood to see Ms Potato happy again. i hope she's able to forget the past. and i'm sure you can.

just now i went to Geylang with Farhan and Mira. in the first place, i thought that Sufina will be coming. so when i heard that Farhan was the only guy, i came. but last minute Sufina said that she can't make it. then i feel so EXTRA. haha! but luckily they don't mind cos we're friends. and i have to say that Farhan and Mira are good couples. i hope they'll be happy together always. anyways, Farhan wanna change his baju Melayu he bought cos it's too large for him. we then headed to the hawker centre at the market. that's where we break fast-ed. after that, we made our way to Hannis's shop. i'm surprised to hear that she's attached. i used to like her. but because she like someone else, i told myself to forget about going for her. and i did forget about it. as she's attached now, i just wish the best for her relationship and her everything. we then headed for our HOME SWEEEEEET HOME. thanks guys for inviting me along.

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11:20 PM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
holidays.
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holidays are good but boring at times. the good thing is that you can relax. the boring thing is that there's nothing much to do. during the day, if i'm not going anywhere, the 3 things which i usually do are watch tv, go online and sleep. when the new semester begins, i can't relax like now. haha!

yesterday's session was okay. but it's like full house. lots of peeps came. i came after break fasting cos i don't wanna spend so much money on food as my mum have cooked at home. haha! anyways, i need to train more on my footworks, footworks and more FOOTWORKS! yeah!

about 3 hours to break fast. weeeee. haha!

peace!

3:52 PM
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
NR0716!
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NR0716!

11:10 AM
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Monday, September 17, 2007
today. :)
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what happened today wasn't really planned. but i just plan to go out with Joanne. then Iz suddenly sms me that today there's session. so i sacrifice myself not going for prayers today. i might also be missing my prayers tomorrow.

anyways, i met Joanne first at Tampines. then we headed to City Hall. we talked about a lot of things such as our attachment and my problem. we walk-walk at CityLink. then slacked and enjoy the scenery and air at the roof of Esplanade. then walk-walk at Marina Square. i really have a lot of fun. thanks dude for the accompany-ment. i really appreciate it. and sorry if i've irritated you so much just now. like always.. haha!

after that, i rushed to Rivervale Plaza KFC to buy food for break fast for myself and Iz. session today was okay. but i didn't really break today. but i really need to improve my footworks. we really need to crack our brain to come up with footworks. i don't know how those great bboys came up with so sophisticated footworks. hmmmm. haha!

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11:51 PM
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time flies.
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today is the 5th day of fasting. after fasting month is hari raya puasa. after that, school reopens. hmmmmm. time flies so fast and luckily, i'm having 4 weeks vacation right now. the vacation is good because i can try to forget what i wanna forget and start anew when the new semester begins.

another question just came into my mind since yesterday. it's about the sponsorship with SGH. CI said that if those who wanna get sponsored with SGH can get easily through her. i want the sponsorship cos after my NS, i'll already have a job as a nurse for 3 years. but there're still questions which are still bothering me. i'm thinking of signing the bond with SGH and after my NS, i'll work for SGH. after the 3 years have ended, i'll try to see if i wanna continue working for them or not. hmmmmmm. should i or shouldn't i?

i think i'm gonna try my best to forget about her. i know she knows about it all along and i think she treat me not more than a friend. i just hope that she'll still be my friend. not just friends. but good friends. and actually, i'm always worried of being ignored by her. i got no idea why. i hope she knows who i'm referring to. and sorry for everything.

11:04 AM
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
end of clinical posting.
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fasting month started last Thursday. today is the forth day i'm fasting. and right now, i'm having 4 weeks of vacation. weeeeee. but quite boring sometimes.

last Friday marks the end of my first clinical posting. it've been a great experience working in that ward. i'm gonna miss all the fun. the staff there have been great. the person that we must be very thankful to is CI Say Li. she's the one who've been guiding us. below are photos taken on the last day of posting.

the semester exam results are out. i passed all. syukur alhamdulillah. my GPA is 2.28. i should've done better. but i'm quite happy with my result.

some problem is bothering me right now. i don't know what i should do now. even now, i'm thinking about it. i just hope that my mind is free from all problems.

2:43 PM
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Walking Disaster - Sum 41
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SUM 41
"Walking Disaster"

I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
An only child to take the blame

Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world

Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son

This city's buried in defeat
I walk along these no name streets
Wave goodbye to all
As I fall...

At the dead end I begin
To burn the bridge of innocence
Satisfaction guaranteed
A pill-away catastrophe

On a mission nowhere bound
Inhibitions underground
A shallow grave I
Have dug all by myself

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(You regret you made me
It's too late to save me)

As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said

(And she said)
Far is where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(To save me, to save me, to save me...)

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me

I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world

I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world

10:50 AM
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Sakinah's Birthday
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jamming session last Sunday was superDUPER great. 'Walking Disaster' by Sum 41 is addictive. we also played 'God Save The Queen' by Sex Pistols. that song is great. we also played 'Still Waiting' and 'Hell Song'. we thought of playing 'Umbrella' but time doesn't allow cos we book for 1 hour.

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

after that, we celebrated Sakinah's birthday. before that we bought a gift for Sakinah. but the shop we bought the gift from was a bit f-ed up. i don't wanna talk about it. then Su and I went to Marina Square to buy a cake. so we check the directory to look out for cake shop. then we saw 'Yuki Yaki'. do you know what does that mean? Su said that it means 'Japanese Cake'. whatthehell. anyways, we didn't buy a big piece of cake cos it's a bit expensive and there're only 5 of us. so we bought the cake separately at 3 different shops. that was Su's idea and it's a good one. Su, jangan kembang eh. haha! after buying the cake, we meet the rest at LJS.

this is how the birthday cake looks like...

YUMMY!

those are the 5 different cakes and a muffin for the birthday girl from 3 different shops. we ate, cake fight-ed, talked crap, took some pics. oh ya. Sakinah came up with a new word, 'CEPLUS'. haha! i got no idea what's that.

these are some of the pics taken...

after that we headed to the MRT station. on our way there, we sang and dance like no one's business. haha!

RANDOM-NESS!

in the train, we continued singing. haha! then we translate the words from the lyrics of 'Walking Disaster' into Malay. whatthehell. it's so DISASTEROUS. lol! it seems that our Malay is rusty. haha!

and lastly, i hope everyone have a great time.

9:59 AM
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAKINAH!
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later i'm having jamming session at Paraliz Centre. after that, we'll be going to Peninsular to buy something. and we're gonna celebrate Sakinah's birthday. WEEEEEEEE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAKINAH!

yesterday's session wasn't as hype as last Saturday's session. but we had cypher and battle as usual. i also battled Iz. honestly, i don't know what to do. so i just randomly do what comes into my mind. haha! DS, LET'S GET FUNKY!

11:15 AM
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Saturday, September 08, 2007
I'M BACK!
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i'm back again. i'm sure you guys miss me. am i right? haha! i've been busy with my attachment and a bit lazy to update actually. furthermore, once i reached home from my attachment place, i'll be superDUPER tired. but i really enjoy my attachment although there's a bit of problem. and next week will be the last week of my attachment. i'm so gonna miss the fun during the attachment. and i must hand in the reflective journal which i'm almost done with by wednesday. sometimes i feel that it's short but sometimes i feel that 3 weeks is just nice.

the feeling i really really hate is coming back. i felt guilty very easily. i always think of irrelevant reasons. for example, when someone didn't reply my sms, i'll tend to think of some stupid reason to it. hmmms.

next thursday will be the beginning of the fasting month. WEEEEEEEE. haha!

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3:19 PM
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
HYPE-NESS!
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Iz's idea.

AREN'T WE SEXY? LOL!

credits to Sherman for the photos.

yesterday's session was hype especially the battle. wooooo. i've never felt that hype before. whatever it is, never think you're no good. but verbalise positively about yourself. yeah! anyways, Firman & Mice have just join the crew. so welcome to the club! DS, KEEP ON ROCKING!

10:44 AM
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Saturday, September 01, 2007
Happy Teachers Day!
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today's teacher's day. and i thought of going SGS yesterday but i was having my attachment in the morning shift. of all the teachers, i really appreciate everything that Ms Sim have done for me. to all teachers, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

just came back from drama session a few minutes ago. today's session was fun. lots of laughter especially the celebrity deathmatch. haha! oh ya. we'll be having drama night soon. we'll also be having a chalet and alumni night too. but the date not confirmed yet.

attachment was GREAT! i love my patient. and it's great talking to them. when i helped them, i'll feel the sense of satisfaction. and i really appreciate one of my patient who wanted to give me a packet of drink. but i didn't take it. i really love this job although i'm having a bit of difficulty. but i hope i'll not get bored with the job. the staff were also great. i've learned lots of things especially from Zhengyong, a year 2 student. thanks very much. oh ya. Jannah lost 50 bucks and she put her wallet in her bag in the staff room. so poor thing. and the funniest part was that someone have lost an ez-link card before. whatthehell.

3:23 PM
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