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Saturday, June 30, 2007
drama session.
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back from school a few minutes ago. suppose to study with Joanne but she last minute can't. but it's okay. don't forget to study okay, dude?

drama session was fun. we did on facial language and body expression. last week was facial expression and body language. the last part was the part when most of us like wanna really vent their anger on. only a few did it. I didn't do it. I find it difficult. then we watched those involve in acting do their acting. Aisha stopped it half way for some reason.

I still considering of going to Pasir Ris Park later on. I don't know whether to go or not. Su said that I should study for my test. but I can't study long hours. I'll tend to sleep.

hmmmmmmm.

3:20 PM
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jamming session.
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yesterday's jamming session was great. but in the first place I wasn't really in a good mood for some reason. anyways, we concentrated on the songs we'll be playing for the final, 'Stand By Me' and 'Life". but we played some other songs too to get some energy. by the way, the final is held on a supersticious date, Friday the 13. haha. the uncle of the shop was so f**ked up mann. he like finding trouble with us. we asked politely if we could play 1 more song. and what he replied was, "tak boleh. aku kat sini dari siang tadi. aku nak balik." which means,"cannot. I'm here from the day. I wanna go home." he said something like that. is he trying to chase off customer or what? then the room we booked cost 28 bucks for 2 hours and 15 bucks for 1 hour. and he thought that we're trying to cheat him. we're good boys and girls alright. we won't do such thing. right guys? haha.

I was surprised when 2 persons asked me if I could help in doing the kendarat work. Jannah's is on 7 July and Rafidah's is on 8 July. cooool. haha.

my Clinical Lab theory test is actually on Monday and I thought it's on Wednesday. luckily it's Monday. Tuesday I'm having jamming session. and the following week, 2 days before BandzOut final will be my practical for Clinical Lab. whatthehell. luckily Su is in the same course as me. I can ask her if I have any doubts.

for Family And Community Health ICA, we'll have 2 ICAs. one will be on week 17 which will be done in sub-groups. but the other one, we're broken up into 2 groups. register number 1 to 12 will be in group 1. the rest in group 2. this gonna be a very big discussion as a large number of people is in 1 group.

later I'm having drama session. after that I've promised Joanne to study with her. yepps.

that's all folks!

PEACE! :)

7:33 AM
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Friday, June 29, 2007
today.
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back BACK back!

now sending some songs to some idiot. and also playing some games with that idiot. haha.

today school was fun. Nurul, you're lucky that I didn't disturb you just now. haha. Psychology was great. we learned about THINKING. we played some interesting game regarding that topic. Family & Community Health was the most "kecoh-est". she is very annoying uhh seriously. but it's okay. after that, accompanied Nurul to the school library. she looking for Food Science book for her brother.

later I'm having jamming session at 7 pm. meeting the rest at YCK MRT station at 6 pm.

HEROES NEVER FALL!

3:17 PM
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
crazy day.
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today was such a crazy day. don't know why also. I came to school feeling so tired. but as soon as I reached school, I was suddenly so energetic. Jannah was quite early by the way. that's good. if she's early, it means she's in good mood. haha.

Bio Science lecture was great. I can so called catch up what was taught. Bio Science practical was when the class was a bit mad especially Wendy. we're asked to name parts of the bones. almost the whole class answered anyhow. what Wendy answered most of the time was "ball & socket!" haha. very funny. Family & Community Health lectures was okay. not as bad as yesterday. that idiot Nurul keep disturbing. she kept throwing my stationery. and one more thing. PLEASE STOP WRITING THAT WORD ON MY BOOK!?! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT OKAY?!? but it's fun disturbing you in the first place. haha. Safety In Healthcare tutorial was another lesson when the class gone mad again. haha.

I LOVE TODAY! I hope today is everyday when the class is full of craps and laughter. haha. I also hope that I'll always be full of energy everyday just like today. haha.

PEACE, NO WAR!

7:59 PM
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GO arSCENEic atrocity!
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GOOD MORNING!

there's something which I forget to mention in my previous post.

THE RESULT! yepps. we're one of the bands who made through to the final. weeee. and we can only play 2 songs. we wanna play 4 songs actually. but it's okay. we'll just improve on the 2 songs. the final will be on 13 July, 2 days after my Nursing Lab Skill Test. whatthehell. but it's okay.

GO arSCENEic atrocity!

HEROES NEVER FALL!

and there's something quite funny happened yesterday actually. Su asked me if I'm known as Zul or other names in class. I was quite amazed when she ask me that question. my name is Zulkarnain. as it's quite long, I prefer to be called as Zul because Su told me that she asked Raidah "where is Zul?" and she was like huh!?! and don't know. Raidah couldn't be in school that time by the way because she asked her at around 11 am. and our lesson only starts at 1 pm. but actually the person she asked was the wrong person. haha. it's okay, Su. this shows that you're friendly. and it's okay to be friendly. :)

next week Wednesday will be my Clinical Lab Theory Test. next 2 week Wednesday will be the Skill Test and I'm not fully prepared. whatthehell. week 14 will be Bio Science Practical. OMG!?!

WISH ME LUCK FOR THE DAYS TO COME, PEOPLE!
&
TAKE CARE!

6:04 AM
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
boring day.
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today wasn't really a happening day. quite a boring day uhh actually.

there's only 1 lesson today which is Clinical Lab. we did on last office. and do some revision for our practical. after that, I accompanied Raidah to town to buy her book. then we walked around. that naughty Raidah is still rolling. I just wish she will stop rolling. I'm waiting for you to stop, dude. I hope you will. yeah.

nothing much to talk about today. so I'll stop here.

PEACE, NO WAR!

6:40 PM
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
studies.
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I really need to buck up on my studies. I've not been studying well lately. maybe my method of study is wrong. I not really sure. the SIH quiz which is meant to be the basic and easy also I can't score well. whatthehell. but it's okay. I won't give up because of that. I can work harder. it's the matter whether I want to do it or not.

but anyways, school was great just now. oh ya. surprisingly, JANNAH WAS EARLY! haha. but the lectures were such a boredom. I tried to concentrate. but I simply can't. I was too tired just now. the 3 hours of break was the best. who dislikes break? haha.

and yes, I simply love my class especially those I usually mingle around with. they totally make my day sometimes even with their craps alone.

I really hope that life will always be easy and free from problems. but if no problem, life will still be boring. but no problem is still the best. no need to think so much about the problems.

what we do today might not be the best tomorrow. this is what I learned during the SIH lecture while watching the video on wound-healing. it's true also uh. in the first place you'll like what you're doing. but after doing so many times, you might dislike it and might not do well in it.

that's all folks!

8:52 PM
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Monday, June 25, 2007
first day of school after term break.
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today is the first day of school after term break. everything was okay today but something stupid and embarrassing happened just now during the Clinical Lab lesson. don't wanna tell what happened. very annoying.

I passed my Sociology Test by the way. I just know that I passed. but I don't know the grade. Ms Trina don't wanna give us the grade. whatthehell. but it's okay. at least I passed.

BandzOut results still not out yet. can't wait for it. if we got into the final, it's gonna be our great achievement. and we're gonna do our best for the final.

6:32 PM
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
clear minds.
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finally, I'M DONE WITH MY ASSIGNMENT! I wrote altogether 998 words. I think. I don't wanna change anymore. I'm tired. whole day at home doing school stuff.

I don't know what I'm thinking about right now. I hope I could just have a clear mind from unnecessary stuffs right now. so that I can concentrate better tomorrow. don't think about the unnecessaries. think about the necessaries.

NR 0716, SEE Y'ALL TOMORROW! :)

6:43 PM
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arSCENEic MADNESS!!!
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this are the pics taken on the day of BandzOut audition.

before....

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

after....

credits to Su! :)

6:25 PM
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ROCK FOR WAYNE!
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ROCK FOR WAYNE gig totally RAWKS! this gig is basically a tribute to a drummer called Wayne 'Thunder' Seah. many great local bands performed such as A Vacant Affair, Force Vomit, West Grand Boulevard and many more. I like the song entitled 'Siti' which is sung by Force Vomit. "Don't give up, oh Siti don't give up". haha. the last part when Astro Ninja All Stars performed was my favourite. it's so grand.

after the gig, we saw one of the judges. so we asked him about the other bands who went for BandzOut audition. he said that of all the bands, we stood out because of our 'dancing skills', stage presence, etc. but can't be complacent. we must be humble. the problem we're having right now is our songs. we can't play 'Love And Hate' cos it need to be copyrighted first before we can play it. so we decided to play 'Die, Die My Darling' with a solo inside and 'Broken Dreams'. we haven't really decided on it yet. furthermore, we haven't really get the results. yepps.

before the gig, I had drama session. those not involved in the production did about emotions and body language. it's fun. but tough.

tomorrow school reopens. tomorrow at 12 pm will be the deadline for the assignment. actually I'm almost done. but I redo. I'm just worried that I did it wrongly. just now at around 7 pm, I started doing it. I'm now left with 399 words.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NATASHA! sorry for not coming to your house. hope you enjoy yourself with the rest.

that's all for now.

9:52 AM
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Friday, June 22, 2007
Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
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(30 seconds preview)

PLAIN WHITE T'S
"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

6:46 PM
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school life.
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came back from discussion a few minutes ago. felt lethargicly energetic. ehh. what am I talking about? haha. nevermind. didn't do much stuff uhh just now. just the assigning of working. yepps. "LET'S GO!" is the magic word of group for now. it's started by Angela. and now, it's like a disease spreading from one person to another. haha. hopefully there won't be any change of group. I simply like my current group. yepps.

I really can't wait for the results mann. really hope that we'll make it through. getting through to the finals will be a great achievement for arSCENEic atrocity.

just now, when I saw the Graduation Night banner, I imagine myself wearing the suit. I simply can't wait for it which will be about two and a half years to go. must work hard. must make my love ones proud. yeah!

school reopening in 3 days time. life's gonna be hectic for me for weeks to come. I can imagine it. Biological Science Practical and Nursing Lab Skill Test coming. with ICA presentations to be done. StageArt's annual production and the Semestral Examination coming. WOW! haha. no more slacking. must get back to work.

LET'S GO!

5:40 PM
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BANDZOUT AUDITION'S OVER!
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BANDZOUT AUDITION'S OVER! results will be out next week. hopefully we'll make it through. there were 3 judges by the way. 2 from 2 different band I think. and a student from SIT. whatthehell. the judges are friendly. you know what one of the judge said when we said that Richard can't make it? "FIRE THAT FUCKER!" haha. whatthehell. the judges like our costume cos we wore all black. one of them said that we got good dancing skills. whatthehell. haha. but the positive and negative comments are balanced uhh. me and Shakina must beware of our pitch. Nazim's guitar part can't really be heard. bass and drums were quite tight. but they said that we have good stage presence and showmanship. that's good. but remember, don't be complacent. complacency kills. haha. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GUYS!

HEROES NEVER FALL!

after audition, we went to Esplanade to chill. along the way, we jumped, screamed, sang like nobody's business. haha. we made a "video" you know. haha. on the roof of Esplanade, we took pics. I'll upload it if I got the pics from Su. yepps.

I'm almost done with my Critical Thinking's 1000 words essay. weeee. thanks to Jannah and Nurul who've explained to me. thanks dudes!

after my Friday prayers will be my group meeting. we'll be discussing on SIH I think. yepps.

that's all folks!

PEACE, NO WAR!

10:41 AM
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
thank you!
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those peeps who've given me encouragements, help and support, I really really appreciate it.

A MILLION THANKS FROM ME! :)

10:24 PM
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BandzOut audition is tomorrow!
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tomorrow is the BandzOut audition. meeting the band at 9.30 am at Clarke Quay MRT station to jam at Fourtones at 10 am. Fourtones is our audition venue by the way. our audition is at 3 pm. the judges will be from Firebrands. yepps.

Su, remember to feed the bass with HONEY WATER! haha.

I'm gonna SING and SCREAM my lungs out tomorrow!

HEROES NEVER FALL!

9:53 PM
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1000 words essay.
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I'm gonna be f**king dead mann. I must finish up my 1000 words essay in a few days. the date due is Monday at 12 pm. whatthehell. and now, I don't f**king know how to do it. darn blur. although Nurul and Joanne have explained to me, I still don't get it.

ARGGH! SOMEONE HELP ME!

9:47 PM
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passion.
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Ramone from Valentine's Letter came during our jamming session yesterday. it's DARN great. and overall, we played quite well. but we're facing a problem right now. Richard won't be able to play for the audition cos of church camp. whatthehell. Nazim must now practice the solo for both songs. hopefully he can do it. yeah. and tomorrow will be an important day for us cos it's the audition. OMG. haha. and hopefully, everyone will do their best cos we're HEROES and HEROES NEVER FALL! right Su? haha. after jamming, accompanied Su home cos it's quite late at night. then got this bunch of idiots staring at her for no reason. whatthehell.

I'm like losing the passion for bboying right now. OMG. hopefully not. cos right now I must balance my time well. must be equal. I've told Iz that I'll try to prove to him that I can come twice a week. but have I prove it? I don't think so. and now, I'm also in a band. maybe soon, I might need to change to bass. I don't know what I should do right now. should I like just give up on one of my passion? hmmm. cos music and bboying is my passion. but apart from passion, I must remember that I still have to really concentrate on my studies. that's the most important thing. furthermore, I'm in Nursing, the course which requires lots of time and work. and the exams are coming. I need to revise. then I still got my CCA, StageArts (drama) and I'll be involve with the props and some other stuffs too which gotta do with the annual production.

Iz, if you're reading this, I'm really sorry for the inconvenience.

9:51 AM
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

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PEACE, NO WAR! :)

3:08 PM
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My Only - Goodnight Nurse
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GOODNIGHT NURSE
"My Only"

What happened to you and me?
One moment changed everything
It's done and there's no way to take it back
Mistake gave me the pain I never had
There is no way to justify it so
No I breathe in and let it go

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and I give in
Goodbye, my only friend

Part of me, I'll never see
Come visit, me in my dreams
I feel my actions are destroying me
Deep down below the shallow life I lead
This pain is mine to keep and call my own
I'll carry it until I'm gone

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and I give in
Goodbye, my only friend

I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF, THAT I LET GO
MY LIFE IS WORTH NO MORE THAN YOURS, I KNOW

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and I give in
Goodbye, my only friend

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and I give in
Goodbye, my only friend

10:33 AM
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THINGS TO DO AND ACHIEVE.
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HELLO PEOPLE! :)

I'm gonna be quite for this whole week cos I wanna use my time wisely. no more slacking. I've had enough of slacking. must finish up my 1000 words essay by this week. if I'm done with my essay, I'll try revising my modules. I won't take the whole day to study cos long hours of study won't help. so far, I've only revised half the topic on Skeletal System for Bio Science. whatthehell. on Thursday will be the BandzOut audition. hopefully we'll make it to the final. on Friday, I'll be having group discussion. have finish up our ICAs and group assignments as much as possible. yepps. that's about my schedule. hopefully, I'll do what I wanna do and achieve.

yesterday's jamming session was f-ing great. we have it at Yishun. played 'Stand By Me', 'Life' and 'Love And Hate'. but it's darn tiring cos we jumped, headbanged and etc. actually me and bro Faisal having mengaji yesterday but we did told mum our reason for not going. furthermore, bro Ismail is in Malaysia. today will be another session to get us ready for the audition.

k la. that's all about it.

TAKE CARE, PEOPLE! :)

9:57 AM
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Monday, June 18, 2007
Peninsula...AGAIN.
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GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! today is Monday blues. I hope there won't be anything which will spoil my mood. yepps.

yesterday, me, bro Faisal, Su and Zim went to Peninsula...AGAIN. I never get sick of that place. I don't know why. when I look at the shirts there, I feel like buying it. but must save money. cos today and tomorrow got jamming session to get us ready for Thursday's audition. if everytime withdraw money, what will I be left with? I must think of my future. whatthehell. haha. but I bought a patch to be ironed on my shirt.

we then headed to Cineleisure. we wanna play arcade. and yes, we did play games. but a free one. we played this guitar game. very SYIOK. then got this person approaching Zim, asking him if he would like to take part in the competition. he got the second place. wasted. but it's okay.

later on, there'll be group discussion. I'm glad to meet some of my classmates later. weeee. they're missed dude. haha.

I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY! HELP ME!

7:21 AM
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
FULL4SK
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drama session was great. we're given tasks we wanna help for the annual production. I'll be helping out with the ushering, props and backstage. helping out in the backstage is an important task by the way. but no harm trying. yepps. the schedule for drama sessions are gonna be hectic especially those involve in the act. must really manage time properly.

after that went to meet bro Faisal at Peninsular to buy the black long sleeve shirt to be worn for the audition. I haven't buy my patch. don't know what patch to put on my shirt. met Nazim a bit later to settle some issue related to Friday's session. everything is back to normal.

I then rushed to Bakau for session. our crew name is no longer ~~Divided Souls~~. now it's FULL4SK which consist of me, Iz, Shasi, Herman and Jaydn. it's pronounce as FULLFORCE. yepps. session wasn't as hype as the previous one. had freestyle "crap"-tion. "crap"-tion is a term created by Iz. it's not in the dictionary. don't waste your time searching the word in the dictionary. lol. battled Iz. I must really train harder. while battling, I was like out of moves. whatthehell. but it's okay.

I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY! CAN ANYONE JUST MOTIVATE ME?

10:03 AM
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
COMMITMENT.
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yesterday's jamming session wasn't as great as the last few sessions. we decided to play only 'Stand By Me' and 'Life' cos there might not be enough time to play 3 songs. they're pissed with me and Shakina for going out without telling them. whatthehell. I was so pissed off too la. everytime must follow what their want. we're ain't no robot okay. what's the vocalists for? just to sing and follow your instruction is it? please la. as a band, let's give and take. we follow your instruction. you all follow our instruction also uhh. fair square. it's my fault also actually cos I showed attitude. but anyways, just forget about the incident. although there're ups and downs, our hardwork will be paid off if we work hard. let's keep the team spirit up and hopefully, we'll make it to the final. yeah! :)

I'm quite disappointed with myself for always unable to come at least come for session with the crew twice a week. not that I don't want. there're just too many things up in my mind and things to be done. so relaxed in the first place. and now, gonna be packed with so many things. ARGGHH.

COMMITMENT. hmmmm. I must commit myself to so many things right now. studies, CCA, crew, band. but my STUDIES is the most important one. STUDIES determines my future. yesterday, study a bit only get sleepy. WAKE UP, ZUL! DON'T SLACK! but on the other hand, I mustn't neglect my CCA, crew and band. yeah. I'll try my best to juggle with everything. I hope I can.

Iz, really sorry for the inconvenience caused. I'll try my best to come twice.

8:32 AM
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Friday, June 15, 2007
What I've Done - Linkin Park
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LINKIN PARK
"What I've Done"

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!!

I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

What I’ve done
Forgiving what I’ve done

5:59 AM
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GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! :)

5:53 AM
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
all the best, Su! :)
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Suhaila is going for ear surgery tomorrow. I hope everything will go on smoothly. Insyaallah. Amin. :)

just now I went to school to study with bro Faisal. actually I asked Nurul to study with me. but she can't. but it's okay.

before we study, we had lunch with Shakina, Nazim and two of his friends. today's Shakina's clumsy day by the way. haha.

I didn't really study much actually. furthermore, my lappy finding problem again. whatthehell. but I did read up some books at the library. when I saw some of the peeps doing the 1000 words essay, I felt an urge to find a book for the reflection. I borrowed a book. but it's different thing. I wanna look for context-based but I assume that practice-based is the same as context-based.

at around 5.30 pm, me, bro Faisal and Nazim made our way to meet Shakina. Nazim didn't go for NAPFA. whatthehell. haha. went to Yishun. Shakina headed for home. the 3 of us played games at arcade after eating. playing games is a good way to release your stress. but there're disadvantages too. yepps.

we're jamming tomorrow without Suhaila. Valentine's Letter will be coming too. I heard my bandmates talking about them. but I don't really know how they are like other than Richard until tomorrow. yepps.

I might be going to SGS to visit my juniors tomorrow if I'm not that lazy. I think they miss me. haha.

CHIOWS! :)

10:29 PM
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BandzOut briefing.
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hello.

yesterday's BandzOut briefing was a short one. went with bro Faisal and Nazim. Nazim made an excuse that he's the only one who can make it for the briefing and he escaped from his FYP. whatthehell. haha. we thought that they'll bring us to the studio where we'll have our audition. but they didn't.

so after briefing, we went to Peninsular by bus. it's a freaking long journey. bro Faisal bought his drumstick bag. Nazim wanna buy a punk t-shirt but no size. poor thing. haha. I wanna buy a shirt but don't know what shirt to buy. I'm also thinking of buying a Vans shoe. yepps.

after that we headed back to school. waited for Nazim. bro Faisal met Shakina at her work place. we met at YCK interchange. we talked for a short while. and headed for home.

for BandzOut, we're given 15 minutes for setting up and playing. we must also play an oldies and any song of our choice. we'll be playing 'Stand By Me', 'Love And Hate' and 'Life'. there might be changes. and we've decided to wear a black shirt, a tie and any bottoms.

till then.

CHIOWS! :)

11:03 AM
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
school still rocks after all.
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I miss school and hate holidays. but sometimes I hate school and looking forward for holidays. hmmms.

yesterday, went to school for group discussion. discussed about our SIH ICA presentation and Sociology assignment.

after discussion, walked to MRT station with my GAY PARTNER, Raidah. I alighted first. meeting bro Faisal at Plaza Singapura. walked around. played arcade. ate KFC. by the way, I realise that I'm eating too much nowadays. haha. but who cares. just eat as much as I want.

we then made our way to school to meet Nazim. met Shakina at YCK MRT station. slacked under void deck. I forgot that I didn't charge my lappy. but I still took it out and pressing the power button, waiting for miracles to happen. haha. played heart attack. so darn funny.

we then headed home.

for BandzOut, we're supposed to play an oldies and any song of our choice. so we decided to play 'Life' and 'Stand By Me'. if we made it to the finals, we might be playing 'I Will Survive', 'Love And Hate' and another song I think. later on will be the briefing. and they'll show the studio where the auditions will be held. going with bro Faisal.

I NEED SOME MOTIVATION TO STUDY!

CHIOWS! :)

8:30 AM
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Monday, June 11, 2007
The River (feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold) - Good Charlotte
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GOOD CHARLOTTE
"The River"
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know

They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!

9:37 PM
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StageArts Camp 2007
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StageArts camp was magnificent although it's very tiring. the camp is something like an orientation and it's for peeps from all the different components of StageArts; Drama, TMT, Dance, Make-Up.

basically, the theme for the camp is 'Wicca's Covenant'. it's more or less about witches. when you talk about witches, there're many things that can be associated with witches. such as potion and black magic.

8 June, Friday
we sat according to groups. thought of our group name; Spooky Spider and the cheer. designed group banner. played games. lights out at 12.30 am.

9 June, Saturday
assembled at 6 pm for our PT exercises and games. the games were fun although some of us got badly dirtied.

we then took our bath. while on my way to toilet, I got no idea how my undies drop and I can't find it. I remembered that I brought it along. but nevermind la.

we then have crash components. we learned about all the different components of StageArts. for the Drama, most of it we did it during our past sessions such as voice projection, blocking, etc. we're given a pic and we must try to act like the person in the picture. and I was given a picture of a HOT BABE. I got no choice but to act like a GAY for awhile. haha. we also did short skits. after that was lunch and discussion on what we wanna do for Sceance Night. for Dance, we're taught a few dance steps and a set of choreographed dance steps. before that was the stretching and it's making my body and legs aching. but it's interesting after all. for Make-Up, my group dressed me up as a frog and Brandon as a wizard. not only the outfit. but also the make-up. it's darn fun. we also played the polar game. it's something like murderer. yepps.

Sceance Night was something like campfire. it's held at the dome. all groups need to do a short skit. my group did about 3 guys who're very unappreciative. so the girls make a potion and feed the 3 guys without the guys knowing that it's a potion. after drinking the potion, I went blind, Kenneth lost his manhood and Brandon turned mute. that's kinda LAME actually. haha. but at least we came up with something. I like the cheer the seniors did. very captivating. I like Fadlul's group's skit especially when Liana said "LOL". haha.

for Night Walk, we must be in groups of 4 consisting of 3 girls and 1 guy. we must go to certain stations where the "ghost" will be and they'll show us the next station. there're certain stations which were so shocking that I also got a shock of my life. when we're done we're allowed to have a short nap while waiting for the rest to finish.

I slept at about 4 am without bathing as I was too tired.

10 June, Sunday
assembled at 8 am. did a bit of stretching unlike the day before. played captain's ball. my group came in third. but at least we have fun and some points.

after that, we have breakfast and discussed our Finale item with our dirty body.

after that was the dressing up of mascot with newspaper and masking tape. we dressed Nadia up as a wolf but it looks like a cat instead. Nadia then accidentally undressed her mascot. as we're using the mascot for the water games, we got no choice but to volunteer myself to be dressed up. I have so many newspaper on me in the first place. and in the end, half of the newspaper gone.

after that was our lunch and discussion for our Finale item. for the finale item, we decided to combine with White Lighters. leaders wasn't allowed to be involve in the item. but it's okay.

for the Finale, my group did a skit on a guy who have an affair with someone's wife. the husband was jealous that he killed the guy who's having an affair with her wife. then one day, 2 students saw a skull who's asking for help and will grant any of their wishes. the students agree to help. their wishes were granted. and the murderer was arrested. the dancers put up a short dance performance. I like the item the drama seniors put up. it's darn funny.

at the end of the camp, I've learned many things. basically, TEAMWORK is important in a group. I admire Aisha's group for their great teamwork. they really cooperate very well. that's why they were in the first place. yepps. there're also great bondings during the 3 days. yeah! and overall, I enjoy the camp. yeah!

CHIOWS! :)

9:38 AM
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Friday, June 08, 2007
term break?
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term break have started. but I can't really feel that the term break have started. the term break is just like studying without going to school. need to do assignments and revision. need to meet up my ICA group on certain days to discuss our ICAs and group assignments. *sigh*

my group got a 'B' for FON presentation. weeee. this is all because of teamwork. teamwork is important in a group. although we scored quite well, we can't be complacent. yepps.

after school, me, Jannah, Raidah, Nurul and Sherman went to AMK. Sherman bought a pair of Adidas street soccer shoe. Jannah wanna buy a pair of slipper but I don't think she did. after that I went to the mosque for Friday prayers while the rest went to Pizza Hut. I'm sure that I missed lots of fun. but it's okay.

after that, I went to Hougang Mall to buy some camp stuffs.

I'm having StageArts camp later on until Sunday. must assemble at 6 pm. I hope it's gonna be fun.

don't miss me, people!

CHIOWS! :)

4:07 PM
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
minor problem.
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I was chatting with Iz right now. we discussed on our crew stuffs. and about a personal problem which I'm facing right now.

Bio practical wasn't really fun. we did the topic on bone. I'm still quite blur with the topic. not only that topic. some other topics too. must remember so many things.

Angela booked the clinical room from 2 to 4 pm. so we make use of the time to practice our skill test. I wasn't really sure with the taking of blood pressure until Sherman explained to me. for nasogastric tube feeding, I forget a bit in the first place, but Anita and Nurul reminded me again what to do. I think I'm having STM. hopefully not. so sotong of me, I wet the bed sheet. causing Angela a scolding from Ms Agnes. not only me who caused her a scolding. some others also did it.

FON was lecture by Mr Mike and SIH was tutorial by Mdm Wong JK.

after school, went for session. actually, I can just take 86 atraight to Compass Point. but I decided to take two buses. just to accompany my sweet little friend, Jannah. if you're reading this, jangan kembang ehh. haha.

session was great. Iz and I have our "freestyle craption", as usual to improve ourselves. and it's fun although I crashed so many times. haha.

k la. that's all for now.

CHIOWS! :)

11:07 PM
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Build Me Up Bettercup - The Foundations.
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THE FOUNDATIONS
"Build Me Up Buttercup"

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start

So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup
Don't break my heart
I'll be over at ten
You tell me time and again
But you're late
I wait around and then
I went to the door
I can't take any more
It's not you
You let me down again

Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you.

Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby.....

ooh ooh ooh
Why do build me up .....

10:30 PM
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Sociology Test.
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I don't feel like blogging today. but I forced myself to blog. hmmmms.

Sociology Test wasn't really difficult. I'm not saying that I'm very confident that I can pass. I just think that it's quite straight forward. hopefully the whole class pass. yeah! :)

during my 3 hours of break, me, Jannah, Raidah and Nurul did something so stupid at the library. Raidah and Jannah use my lappy while me and Nurul use Nurul's lappy. with the lappies, we video called and asked questions rather than just verbalize normally with each other. haha.

Clinical Lab was fun. we did on specimen collection. we're taught on how to collect urine for culture and sensitivity. yepps.

after that, me, Jannah and Raidah went to LTK. we thought of going for the talk on the SGH. but instead, we went there and take some free stuffs and brochures only cos the LTK was full. so we decided to eat at McDonald's. Sherman then join us.

while waiting for time to fly, we talked crap while revising for our test. Sherman did his "nice" origami. haha.

that's about it.

CHIOWS! :)

9:22 PM
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WENDY! :)
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today was another okay okay day for me.

today is Wendy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DUDE! anyways, we didn't buy a cake. but instead, we bought a cute bear, birthday card and magic towel. we hope you like it. :)

for Safety In Healthcare (SIH), my group will present ICA 4 on week 15. Ms Sandra will be our examiner. yepps. there'll also be 3 quizes which is on tutorial 3, 6 and 9. yepps.

SIH lecture was also okay. Mdm Wong JK is a good actor by the way. haha.

during our 3 hours of break, we watched 'Jangan Pandang Belakang', which means ' Don't Look Back' using Nurul's lappy. the ghost is very UGLY. haha. and the show is moderate and quite funny although it's a horror movie. haha.

coming to the end of lesson, I just don't feel right. I got no idea why. I don't wanna talk about it.

in the first place, I don't wanna go for session cos I wanna study for my Sociology test. but I still went for session. they totally cheer up my evening. they make me as if I'm a VIP. haha. ohh ya. I think the crew is addicted to NutriSoy. haha.

our packets of NutriSoy. the odd one is me.

before I left, I battled Ben of Gravity Soul. my sets wasn't that smooth. I crashed one set. but it's okay. it's just a friendly one and a great one. yeah! :)

later I must do my revision. I still need to do the tutorial for Biology. ya ALLAH, help me!! hopefully, I'll do well for my Sociology test. good luck to me! :)

I think I've made too much assumption.

thank you, Joanne, for your listening ears. really appreciate it. :)

k la. I got to go.

CHIOWS! :)

9:43 PM
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Monday, June 04, 2007
role conflict.
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I think I'm facing role conflict right now. I have more than one role and all the expectations clashed. hmmmms. I must think of a solution to my problem which will not harm anyone. I hope I'm doing the right thing.

10:08 PM
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FON presentation is over!
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Foundation Of Nursing presentation is over. yayy! I feel a bit relax now. but not too relax. cos wednesday will be sociology test and I've not really completed my revision. OMG!?! haha.

anyways, I think we did okayy for the presentation. I wasn't really nervous but my sore throat was the reason for me for not verbalizing clearly. I think. but it's okayy. there's room for improvement.

there're lots of nice movie this month. such as 'Pirates Of The Carribean', 'Shrek The Third', 'Fantastic 4', 'Men In White'... wahh. so many. I'm thinking of watching 'Shrek The Third' with Mohaan and some of the band members. but see how uhh.

today's Faey's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAK FAEY! haha. don't always think that you're boring. it's psychology. if you think you're boring, you'll end up being one. so always be positive. :)

tomorrow's Wendy's birthday. some of us thinking of buying a cake tomorrow like what we did during Jannah's birthday. yepps. let's see what're their plans tomorrow.

CHIOWS! :)

9:16 PM
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FON presentation
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a few hours to foundation of nursing presentation. it's still not confirmed whether we're using the lappy or transparency. but any one will do. the important thing is that we do our very best. yeah! good luck to me! :)

CHIOWS! :)

7:04 AM
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
relax my mind.
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back a few minutes ago. and was out since morning. haha. actually I thought of coming home early and revise. but instead, I went to relax my mind from my tiring week & tomorrow is school again. I remembered telling Iz that Sunday is the day I wanna study. but.... haha. it didn't really happen. I'll do a quick revision later on. HOPEFULLY. anyways, this week is the last week and the following two weeks are term break. weeee. term break is the time I must make use of to do my proper revision and assignment for Critical Thinking. yepps.

just now we jammed at Beat Merchants. I've went there once before. anyways, I've once mentioned that I'll be playing the drums for "Love And Hate". but I've made up my mind. I'm gonna be the vocalist/screamer for all the 3 songs. just now while I'm playing the drums for "Love And Hate", I was a bit too fast. and also, I don't want what happened last year to happen again. hopefully we can make it to the finals. yeah! :)

after that, we went to Beach Road to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet. very yummy. Richard didn't join us cos he need to finish up his school stuffs. after eating, we accompanied Suhaila to the bus stop as she's going to the chalet at Pasir Ris. so it's left with me, bro Faisal, Shakina and Nazim. so made our way to Plaza Singapura. saw Peibao at Daiso. bought some stuffs. then Shakina need to get back home early. so it's left with the 3 of us. so we play arcade. the games there totally rocks especially "Capcom vs SNK". I was like straight winning. then there comes Nazim interrupting me. and I ended up losing to him. haha. and we then headed for our home sweet home.

and yepps. that's about it.

CHIOWS! :)

8:45 PM
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crazayy me.
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I woke up at about 4 plus pm just now. crazayy me. haha. I didn't wake up early for no reason. I did a bit of touch up for the Foundation Of Nursing. yepps. 97 percent done with it. need to practice my speech. print the necessary stuffs. & I'm gonna be done with it. weee. haha.

later on, there'll be jamming session at Bugis. meeting the rest at Bugis MRT Station at 10.45 am.

yesterday's session was another great one. Syazwan & Syazwi also came. Naim & Irwan were the ones who wanna break. but in the end they didn't turn up. but that's fine with us. Iz, Shasi & I talked about so many interesting issues which is happening in our daily lifes. very interesting.

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

7:10 AM
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
in school. outside LTK.
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I'm in school now. outside LTK. all alone. doing some revision. but feeling so tired & hungry.

just now, drama session ended at about 1.15 pm. today's session was great. played games and acted out short skits. and I didn't go for the second audition in the morning for certain reasons. yepps. but anyways, I'm quite glad to be in drama. yepps.

later on at 6 pm, there'll be session. I don't know whether to go home first or go straight to Bakau. nevermind. I'll make up my mind later.

CHIOWS! :)

2:11 PM
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Friday, June 01, 2007
Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis
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OASIS
"Don't Look Back In Anger"

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you've never been
But all the things that you've seen
They slowly fade away

So I'll start a revolution from my bed
''cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
''cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, ''cause summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
''cause you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today

11:44 PM
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another great day.
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Psychology was fun. taught on emotions and learning. I simply like Psychology. that's the best module. but I hate it when it comes to tests & exams. hahas. duhh. who like tests & exams?

Jannah's & Sherman's group presented their Foundation Of Nursing just now. they did great. that's my opinion. I don't know what others think about the presentation. but overall, I just feel that they did their very best.

after school, my group continue with our discussion. we discussed the Clinical Lab homework. then we practice our speech. we're about 95 percent done with our presentation. we just need to do our final touch up. yepps.

after that, I when to Hougang Mall LJS to eat with Faey. actually I suggested AMK but she don't want. so choosy. haha.

then I did a bit of revision for Sociology to wait for the time to fly. at about 6 pm, I went to meet Iz & Shasi under my block and make our way to Compass Point. session today was a bit slack. I wanna practice my coindrop. but after doing 3 times. my skin tear again. Shasi said that my skin is too soft. haha. wth!?!

ohh ya. dad have been promoted to sergeant. CONGRATS, DAD! :)

tomorrow I'm having drama session. actually, I'm still thinking whether to go for the audition or not. I'm just worried that I might not be able to cope with the pressure. but see how uhh. I might change my mind.

k la. that's all folks!

CHIOWS! :)

10:55 PM
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