Zoo-Car-9 (:

Monday, February 19, 2007
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i would like to wish all my Chinese friends a Happy Prosperous Chinese New Year.

yesterday i had a performance with Iz, Shamail, Firman and Rahimi for a Tamil show called Patchi Solluthu at Fort Canning Park. so all our audience were Indians and a few Malays including my brother. hahas. but actually we performed 2 times for that 1 show. 1 was hip-hop dance and the other one was freestyle bboy session while the singer was singing his song. it's coool. we thought of doing some kind of bboy routine actually. but instead we did hip-hop dance as the person-in-charge, David, i think, wants us to do a hip-hop dance. what we showed him last Saturday was a mess. but thanks to Rahimi that we manage to complete the dance for the performance in just 2 days or maybe 1 day. but overall, we dance quite well. all the dancers and performers who've performed have done their best to give their best to the audience. but sadly, Vanan was always scolded by David every few minutes. poor thing. but overall, i really enjoy myself. i enjoy the performance and the stupid stuffs we've done such as shouting "YEAH!". hahas.

anyways, just now, i've played soccer with Ramdan, Fadhli, Raja, Rejab, Syukur, Hari, Taufik and 1 more guy whom i forget his name. hahas. it's so tiring. i played as if i didn't play soccer for about a month. hahas. but anyways, it's great playing with them.

why can't i just do something that i want to do? when i play soccer, you said i play soccer i can come. when wanna come for session, i'll be so lazy to break and i'll come late and stuffs. WTF!?! why did you said that? obviously you know that i got school right? don't you understand? and what makes you that i'm that way? i don't understand your attitude. do you think that you're always right? by the way, at least i do come and break and improve my moves right. i also wanna do my best for the crew. i know that you're good. and i know i'm no good. but at least i still got the commitment to break hard. but why didn't you ask that someone why he didn't come for so many times? why must you always aim me? WHY? i'm just fucking sick and tired of people bullying me, treat me like a fool and aiming me. WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE? i know that i'm just too kind. but why must some peeps take advantage of my kindness. who you think you are? nevermind la. i don't wanna talk about it no more. if you don't like me, you can just FUCK OFF. i don't give a DAMN.

k la. i'll stop here for now.

1:40 PM
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