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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
moodswing.
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mornings people!

moodswing sucks. right Fifi? hahas. that's right. i really hate it. actually that's what happened yesterday in the morning. yup. and lesson was as per normal. during GP period, we watched The Host. the show was okay okay. i slept for a while during the show. i was so tired that time.

after school, Me, Hamidah, Yus, Hidayah, Fifi and Sharin went to eat at KFC. at KFC, we talked crap and stuffs. hahas. Hamidah went off first cos she have to work. and Sharin went running for her and took train with her. hahas.

after that, i rushed to the Northspring hall for session. while we're breaking, suddenly some middle-aged peeps came for line-dancing. i think. and we break with their songs when they on their song. we even played around with their song by doing some stupid actions. hahas.

on Monday, the attendance of my class was like wow. hahas. only about15 came in the morning. but after MT period, many peeps disappeared. hahas. Din and the Kampong Melayu Gang went to watch movie. Rohani went for class chalet but in the end never go. hahas.

later will be my last day in school. i'm so sad. sad to leave. i'm sure some of us are sad too leave the school. i m sure gonna miss the fun i've had in that school. later, i must return the withdrawal form. and i'm not sure what we're gonna do after that.

ok la. i got to go. i wanna take my shower.

CHIOWS! :)

5:13 AM
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
How To Safe A Life-The Fray
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THE FRAY
"How To Save A Life"

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

5:33 PM
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boring day.
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what a boring day it is today. did nothing much.

at 1 pm, i went to meet Rahimi at Hougang Mall to pass him his performance money. he wasn't there at 1 pm. he reached at 1.15 pm. i waited for him like waiting for coconut to drop. hahas.

just now, i did some Accounts homework which Mrs Wan have gone through in class on Friday as some of us didn't attend her Accounts lesson. WHAT A BAD BOY I AM. hahas. if i'm not mistaken, there's only 8 students in the Accounts class. hahas.

actually i thought of going town today but in the end, i didn't. hahas.

oh ya. my cat came back 2 last week. on a Wednesday, the same day which she ranaway from home. he was quite badly injured. if i found the person who did this, i'm gonna cut you into pieces. muahahaha.

ok la. there's nothing much i wanna write for now. so i'll stop here for now.

CHIOWS! :)

4:42 PM
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
Sahibba.
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hey!

i'm back a few minutes ago from school. me, Rohani (Nani), Hidayah (Idah), Amira, Yuslinda (Yus) and Rusydi volunteered ourselves to be a referee for a Malay Scrabble game, Sahibba as Cikgu Zaibah need some volunteers. Sharin ranaway after he reached school. hahas. Yus was quite sad that Din can't make it. :( hahas. not only us who became the referee. there're many other peeps. it's quite interesting being the referee actually. hahas.

after that, we went to have our lunch at a shop nearby. Nani didn't eat. and also, SHE'S SO QUIET. hahas. Yus in the first place didn't wanna eat cos of some reason. but she finally decided to eat. hahas.

we then made our way to West Mall. Nani went home as we reached West Mall. Yus and Idah wanna buy something for someone.

all of them planned to not attending lesson after MT period. they wanna watch movie. but i wanna stay in schooool. should i follow them? hmmmm. see how.

after that, i left for home. i took the East West Line. then the North East Line. sleeping in the train was cooool. hahas. but it's irritating when people disturb me. yesterday, when i was on my way home from school in the train, some BUNCH OF MOFOS disturb my sleep. they threw litter at me, thinking that i'm stupid. HEY GUYS, GROW UP LA. HOW OLD ARE YOU? hmmm. nah. whatever.

just now, after so long, i saw Dilah and her mum. Dilah looks different. DON'T THINK DIFFERENTLY OKAY GUYS. WE'RE JUST FRIENDS. hahas.

k la. i'll stop here for now. later got to go for session.

CHIOWS! :)

4:31 PM
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
outing at Sentosa.
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hellos!

i have have a really great time at Sentosa just now with Rusydi, Amir, Din, Amira, Yuslinda, Rohani, Hidayah and Syakilla. firstly, we met at Harbourfront control station. we then made our way to the coffee shop nearby for our breakfast-cum-lunch. when we wanna queue up for the bus to Sentosa, the queue was like WOW. hahas. it's very the long. the first place we went was Beach Station. to get there, we still need to take a bus service. so we took the blue line and the queue was also like WOW. hahas. we went to Pahlawan Beach. it've been a long time since i went there. we took lots and lots of pics. hahas. after that, we thought of taking the tram to somewhere which i don't remember. hahas. but we ended up taking the monorail. i think. hahas. it's just like a normal LRT. oh ya. we stopped at Ambiah Station. took pics and stuffs. and we then finally find a place, which is at the old ferry terminal to settle down for a little while. we played bluff and ate some snacks. bluff is a nice and interesting game by the way. hahas. by about 1745pm, we made our way to Ambiah Station to take the monorail back to Harbourfront. but overall, it's a very enjoyable outing. :)

during the outing, Hidayah and Rohani was quite quiet. Hidayah was quiet during the one quarter of our outing. she was having some problems i think but she doesn't want to share but i think i know what's her problem. but she's fine after a few minutes as some of us consoled her and finally her mood came back to normal. hahas. but anyways, i hope you're okay. Rohani, as usual, will never talk unless people talk to her. hahas. but i'm sure you guys have had a great time. :)

as soon as we reached Hougang, me and Amir went to the pasar malam. we went to buy some food and look at the rides at the amusement park. it looks coool and thrilling. but Amir said it's expensive and sucky. hahas.

ok la. i'll stop here for now.

CHIOWS! :)

8:35 PM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
WHY?
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i would like to wish all my Chinese friends a Happy Prosperous Chinese New Year.

yesterday i had a performance with Iz, Shamail, Firman and Rahimi for a Tamil show called Patchi Solluthu at Fort Canning Park. so all our audience were Indians and a few Malays including my brother. hahas. but actually we performed 2 times for that 1 show. 1 was hip-hop dance and the other one was freestyle bboy session while the singer was singing his song. it's coool. we thought of doing some kind of bboy routine actually. but instead we did hip-hop dance as the person-in-charge, David, i think, wants us to do a hip-hop dance. what we showed him last Saturday was a mess. but thanks to Rahimi that we manage to complete the dance for the performance in just 2 days or maybe 1 day. but overall, we dance quite well. all the dancers and performers who've performed have done their best to give their best to the audience. but sadly, Vanan was always scolded by David every few minutes. poor thing. but overall, i really enjoy myself. i enjoy the performance and the stupid stuffs we've done such as shouting "YEAH!". hahas.

anyways, just now, i've played soccer with Ramdan, Fadhli, Raja, Rejab, Syukur, Hari, Taufik and 1 more guy whom i forget his name. hahas. it's so tiring. i played as if i didn't play soccer for about a month. hahas. but anyways, it's great playing with them.

why can't i just do something that i want to do? when i play soccer, you said i play soccer i can come. when wanna come for session, i'll be so lazy to break and i'll come late and stuffs. WTF!?! why did you said that? obviously you know that i got school right? don't you understand? and what makes you that i'm that way? i don't understand your attitude. do you think that you're always right? by the way, at least i do come and break and improve my moves right. i also wanna do my best for the crew. i know that you're good. and i know i'm no good. but at least i still got the commitment to break hard. but why didn't you ask that someone why he didn't come for so many times? why must you always aim me? WHY? i'm just fucking sick and tired of people bullying me, treat me like a fool and aiming me. WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE? i know that i'm just too kind. but why must some peeps take advantage of my kindness. who you think you are? nevermind la. i don't wanna talk about it no more. if you don't like me, you can just FUCK OFF. i don't give a DAMN.

k la. i'll stop here for now.

1:40 PM
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Friday, February 16, 2007
Total Defence Day.
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there was school today. Amir didn't came to school cos he overslept. hahas. today was Total Defence Day. there was a Total Defence Day celebration. my class went to the hall late. hahas. missed some parts of the funny clips. wasted!! Saifuddin went to the stage to take part in the who-dress-up-the-fastest game. hahas. then some of the teachers dressed up in their uniform of their uniform groups they were in few years back. they look cooool. hahas. but overall, the celebration was fun. i enjoy it.

the interesting part is that lots of us didn't attend the Accounts lesson. not lots but almost all. hahas. poor Mrs Wan. while waiting for the next lesson, we played bluff and murderer. hehs. Atikah and some of them went to East Coast Park. i think. hahas. after school, Mrs Wan spotted some of us but not me, Yuni & Sharin. hahas. then Mrs Wan talked to them about not attending lesson. i think. hahas.

after school, i thought of playing soccer. but instead i went to West Mall with Fifi, Din, Rusydi, Yus, Amira, Hidayah and Rohani. hahas. Yuni went home. we went to eat at KFC. Hidayah felt sad for awhile just now. i hope she's okay now.

after that, i went for session at Poi Ching. session was fun. i wanna break hard and get ready for Floorskillz International. hahas. but while breaking, i slacked and played Worms on Fazly's laptop. hahas. cooool.

k la. i'll stop here for now. i wanna sleep.

CHIOWS! :)

12:07 AM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
You and Me-Lifehouse
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LIFEHOUSE
"You And Me"

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

6:30 PM
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friends make your world go round.
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i love my friends. they make my world go round. anyways, after we separated to our separate ways, i'm gonna miss my wonderful MI friends especially Amir, Sharin, Yuni, Din, Fifi, Atikah, Atiqah, Hidayah, Amirah & many more. actually, when i thought of them, i feel like crying mann. it's only a few weeks, and the bonds between us is getting tighter just like ionic bonding. they have been a great & wondeful friends to me. i'm gonna miss the happiness & laughter with them. not only my MI friends, but my secondary school friends too. but life must still go on and like Amir have said, "there'll always be an end to a happiness."

yesterday, i went to East Coast Park with some of my MI Malay friends. yesterday, i don't know why seriously, from somewhere in the blue moon, my mood changes. WTF!?! but anyways, we have a great time cycling, playing bluff, murderer and bowling. Yuni wanted to play soccer actually but he didn't as majority don't want to play. hahas. poor Yuni. hahas. by the way, to all my peeps who're there yesterday, i'm sorry if i made y'all worried. i'm okay. but the most importantly, we've enjoyed ourselves. i hope there'll be more outing for us. :)

after this, life's gonna get tougher. i'm gonna be in polytechnic. life's gonna change more or less. hopefully i can cope with it. but with Allah by my side, everything is possible. YEAH! i'm gonna work hard. i'm gonna make my parents proud. i'm not gonna let them down. :)

lastly, i wanna thank all my peeps for being there for me when i'm down. i'm not gonna forget you guys. thank you guys.

CHIOWS! :)

8:08 AM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
o level results.
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hey!

i'm quite happy with my result actually. the choices of courses is wide but i 'm confused with what to choose. i'm not really sure what's good for me. i don't want to regret later on. that worries me. hmmm. but anyways, i've submitted my JAE. hahaas.

my results are as follows:
EL C6
MT B3
Maths B3
Science B3
POA B3
Combined Humanities E8

L1R4-18. L1R5-26

my choices are as follows:
1)Hospitality & Resort Management (NYP)
2)Hospitality & Resort Management (TP)
3)Leisure & Resort Management (TP)
4)Business Management (NYP)
5)Tourism & Resort Management (SP)
6)Nursing (NYP)
7)Banking & Financial Services (NYP)
8)Banking & Financial Services (SP)
9)Retail Management (TP)
10)Business Administration (SP)
11)Sports & Wellness Management (NYP)
12)Electronics & Computer Engineering

but now i feel like choosing Retail Management as my top choice. and that was my interest since sec 4. hmmm. WTF!?! OMG!!! what must i do now???

maybe i'll continue updating it later. let me think through first. CHIOWS!

8:57 AM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
enjoy life to the fullest.
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i miss my cat, Manja. my house seems to be so quiet sometimes without him. anyways, he ran away from home last Wednesday. wtf!?! it's my fault actually. the cat went downstairs in the morning. i saw him and i assume that he knows how to get back home. and now he's gone. i hope he'll be back one day.

anyways, i'm happy again. let's forget the past and start anew. hahas. i've also decided to give up on going after her. furthermore, i think her character is very different from mine. anyways, hopefully she'll not ignore me although she knows it. and from now on, i think i'm gonna smile all the time and enjoy life to the fullest. haha.

yesterday, i had a wonderful time lepak-ing at the usual place with Natasha, Watie, Yat, Iz, Shasi and Corey. haha. it's quite a long time ever since i went lepak. we sang, talked crap and all. that shows that sometimes, i love getting wild although i might look decent at times. haha.

i love listening to song entitled "A Box Full of Sharp Objects" and "Blue and Yellow" by the Used. it's nice. you guys better check it out.

k la. maybe i'll update more later if i have the time.

CHIOWS! :)

10:31 AM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
giving up soon.
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i can't believe that i cried just now. i was so damn down just now. that's all because of some problems. i didn't cry because of her by the way. but other stuffs. but my dad then consoled me. thanks dad! :)

i'm quite thankful to those peeps who've given me encouragements and helped me in one way or another. i really appreciate it. thanks a lot peeps! :)

i'm still unsure whether to give up on going after her or not. many peeps have given me encouragements to try my best. but i really don't know how to do so. i've sent her smses. but she didn't reply. i got the feeling that she knows it. worst to worst, i'm gonna give up. but i just hope that i'll not regret it. but just like what Amir told me, "there're many fishes in the pond." maybe if i can't get her, maybe there're many other girls out there who've the same character as me.

tomorrow, i thought of asking Rad out. but she's working. but nevermind. i'll ask ya some other times.

yesterday, after school was my class' bbq. i enjoyed myself but i also injured myself. wtf!?! last Wednesday, Fifi pushed me and i hit the wall and injured my knee. yesterday, i injured my toe after tripping onto something while playing soccer. but the best part of the bbq was when Rusydi proposed to Amirah. there're so romantic. during that bbq, i ate only a few sticks of satay, a crabstick & a sausage. and i payed $10. what a waste. haha. but at least i enjoyed myself. :)

anyways, before i chiow, i would like to remind all you peeps to enjoy life to the fullest. :)

k la.

CHIOWS! :)

5:28 PM
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